Do I really worth? (Jinx x reader)

Chapter 11 (The Kiramman's house)

I was standing in front of the big gate for the house of Kiramman after Caitlyn ring the bell, I couldn't believe what am I doing, the area of Caitlyn house was just for the elite of Piltover if I wasn't with Caitlyn I would be arrested because of enforcers looks at me, even people are wondering who am I, we didn't wait too long on the gate before a servant open it letting us in we walked into the front garden until we reach the big house door, Cait push it inside and we enter.

from the inside the main hall was huge with big paints designing the walls and a rug is covering the floor, the house literally catch my breath I felt that I had to leave know but Cait lead me to the couch and ordered to prepare a cup of tea, that moment her parent came from the upstairs her dad welcomed me while her mother kept in silence giving me uncomfortable look, I ignored her and respond her father whose name is Tobias and her mother is called Cassandra, Tobias was really nice and kind with me he didn't ask me about the accident or my family, unlike Cassandra who kept annoying me with Questions about the shipment and what I were doing there, but fortunately Cait defense me and took me to her room away from her mother investigation.

"oh god, am really sorry about that, but my mom doesn't comfort to any foreign or stranger" Cait said that while closing the door behind her, her room was at the same level of fancy as the house with a big open window which let the sunlight to enter and fresh air, Cait interpret my fascination while leading to a big library in part of her room: "so, here is what do you want you can peak whatever you want, while I need to prepare myself before tonight, what about you?" I wasn't with her when she called me, I was holding a random book taking a look at it: "me?!", "yeah, take a shower, and maybe find a better cloth, you can borrow from my father suits", "I don't know, no problem with that?", "of course no, listen, am gonna take a shower first while you read from that library, and when it's your turn I can look for you about a suit that can feat you", I was nervous from her offer but I just accept with a node of my head.

I was under the hot water enjoying the feeling of it falling over me, the clean hot water what a luxury that Topsider have as a daily thing, if I had the choice I would stay here forever but Caitlyn knocked the door reminding me that we might get late for the progress man speech, I wear the bathrobe and left the bathroom, there was the fanciest and most expensive suit I ever seen, I was shock buy it, even didn't notice that Cait was holding my pack of cigarettes: "you...smoke?!", "from time to time, when there is a lot of work or I'm under huge stress", she look at me with worry look "Cigarettes aren't the solution, stay away from them", I look down and replay: "I know" Cait get closer and huge me without any prompt: "if you find yourself stressed, you can talk to me, am here", I was shocked but on the same time, I feel safe and comfort, so I found myself hugging her back.

I stand alone in the celebration while everyone was enjoying the champagne and talking I was around big crossfire staring at it on the same time I was taking looks at Jays, The man of progress, he was talking with other rich lady and the guards are around him, I know that I was excited to meet him and have a chat with him but know I feel so nervous, I don't belong here, what a person like me do her?! "ask yourself, or maybe your.... girlfriend", "SHUT UP" I press my head to stop her, it's not a good time to hallucinations, "your just a mistake here, look at Jays, do you think he want to talk with you, what would you said? some information about that hex thing! you have nothing to said, LEAVE KNOW", she's right I have nothing to talk about am just an idiot who been picked by a Topsider, even where is Cait? she must forget me, let me leave. I put the champagne glass beside and leave without anyone attention, I don't want any trouble, just leave in peace.

I found a side exit away from guard eyes and it was empty, perfect place, I walked in a tiny dark lane, "let me stop her" I was able to hear a slight violence singing from the building, I sat on the floor and pull a cigarette, light it and start breathing it slowly, I want to....if....Caitlyn come and cheer me up, but... this impossible, she doesn't want an extra weight on her back, am sure she is know enjoying the celebrate, let me just leave and return back to where I really belong, me and Cait didn't create for each other, it was an accident we meet, just an accident...

I couldn't continue thinking when I heard a big explosion and some people screaming, "what the hell is happening" I moved toward the sound and I notice that there was a big fire caused by the explosion, "Jinx" the first person who come to my mind was Jinx, because she is experience in bomb stuff I get closer I saw a whole build was burning with some enforcer thrown away and... "CAITLYN" Cait was thrown away trying not to lose her concession I run toward her and hold her up: "Cait, stay focus, listen to me, you're gonna be fine", when I heard other enforces coming closer I shout at them, "here, we need help, a hospital...".

--Few days later--

The second time I stand in front of The Kiramman house but this time I was a lone and holding flower, fortunately Caitlyn didn't damaged really bad her head just hit on the ground and the shock effect, her mother open the door and look at me with unhappy look, "hello Mrs. Cassandra, I came to visit Caitlin after she left the hospital safety, thanks god her damage wasn't really bad" we stare at each other for a second before she let me in. "Caitlyn you have a visitor" Mrs. Cassandra tell Cait and moved beside to give a space to enter the room, "thank god your didn't get hurt", "oh hey, thank you for visiting, nice flowers", "that what I could find" I look curious on the ground, what seems like she build a plan on the ground for the Piltover and the Under city with a lot of lines for places of crime: "you did this" I asked wondering, "yes, I tried to do as much as I can but my parent don't allowed me to investigate as I want and Marcus, the sheriff stick me to do jobs here, anyway I told him about Arther, your boss, he told that they did some investigation but everyone refuse to say anything about him, he is a strong man", I remember that I lied at her about Silco name, also Marcus he work with us so I wasn't afraid from him to say anything, when Cait remember something "there was a person in the ship at  accident day and now he is in Stillwater, we can get some information from him", "good idea but I think I won't come, I don't feel I want to visit the prison", she giggle and said: "I do agree, it is the last place you would visit". after a while I decided to leave, it's enough time for a visit, I left the Kiramman house and that elite area, on my way to....my DAD.