Candy Man

This is my last page

Monday :(

Don't I look cute today :)

Well as you can read from the title, we'll I hope you can read then this whole journal has been for nothing, this will be my last page. I feel like now I'm just too old to be writing in this journal. I'm 21 years old I started this book when I was 15. I've came a long way. Thanks for reading honesty I really appreciate it, even if I don't know who you are. Maybe we'll meet at one of my concerts. I really do hope that you'll go to one, one day. You'll get to meet the guys and you'll get to see how strong Jongho is, and how tall Mingi is, and how much of a mother and father duo Seonghwa and Hongjoong are. You'll love them if you meet them. Maybe one day you'll be an idol or work for an idol company. Who knows? But what I do know is that you'll do cool things in life.
I'll definitely miss going in bag after a long day or a long practice to write to you. I'm a little sad thinking about letting you go. But I must. Just think of this as the beginning of something great. Hopefully you're not to mad at me. Or too sad because I wouldn't want you to be either.
    Anyway how about a little story time. Sounds good? Good. So I was with Seonghwa, Mingi, Yunho and Wooyoung. We were all walking around my neighborhood. We stopped at Yunho's favorite bakery. I got raisin bread, Wooyoung got a donut, Mingi got coffee and whole wheat bread and Seonghwa didn't want anything so he just paid. He such a good mom :) Anyway we kept walking and we walked by my dads dojo and some guy was apparently waiting there for  weeks just to see me. I was confused until I noticed who he was. I told Seonghwa, Wooyoung, Mingi and Yunho to keep walking and I'll handle it,since it's my dads place, but Yunho said he'll stay. I guess he know what this was about. As they walked off the guy turned and walked to me with a limp. Yunho asked if he was ok and he said no. He said he needed me and my "stuff." I tried telling him I didn't have any more "stuff" and that I didn't have any for a long time. He went mental. He started yelling and freaking out. Mingi came running back. He tried to calm the guy down but he couldn't. The manic guy swung his hand at Mingi. Yunho and I got furious. No one swings at Mingi. You just don't do that. It's not right at all. So we restrained the man. Then the police came and at the same time Seonghwa and Wooyoung ran over. They looked more frightened then we were and we had the maniac crackhead in our arms. When the police got to us they told us to let him go and one officer put handcuff on the guy while the other asks if we're ok. We said yeah and tried to walk off but then the crazy man said I had drugs on me. Which was wrong. Of course I didn't have drugs on me I'm an idol now. The cops pinned me to the glass of the dojo and patted me down. I couldn't believe that my new friends, my new group mates have to watch me get checked for drugs. How embarrassing. They found nothing. Duh. That's when the crazy man tried to escape from the police car. He got out and ran across the street. But he surprisingly managed to bump into Mr.Kim Gyu Uk. He's the owner of KQ Entertainment. I'll skip over the boring parts of the man being crazy and us walking with Mr. Uk back to KQ. So we're back at KQ and I explained to Mr. Uk who the man was and how I knew him. I told my whole situation and the rest of the members heard. He understood my situation and was just proud that I took it upon myself to stop and he was happy that I chose to be in KQ rather then the streets. The other members we surprised at my situation but they were also proud and happy that I'm here and not in jail or ended up like that manic man.
      Well that was the end of story time children :)
I hope you, reading this, are also proud of me. I've come a long way, as you read, and I never gave up or stopped writing.
     I hope to meet you someday. And when we do meet tell me how you liked my journal. Maybe I'll make another one years from now. Who knows?
    Well sadly I have to say goodbye. NO I'm saying see you later.

Until we meet ❤️
                         
               Yours forever, San Choi from Ateez

P.s eight makes one team ;) love you see ya

Oh wait one more thing. Just in case you see me or the rest of the guy irl

Just so you know the name to the faces

I just added this one because it's cute ❤️ :)