2017.
I don't know anymore.
It just so confusing.
Why are we like this?
Why are you being this way?
Why you found someone and hide it from me?
You told me we only best friends, but best friends aren't supposed to hide from each other.
But why you hide it from me?
Until I realised, I did it too.
I hide it from you too.
My feelings towards your two best friends before we know each other.
But it was before.
Before 2015.
Was it my fault for hiding from you?
When we only stranger should I tell you that I had a crush on your best friends?
Was it my fault for choosing this way?
We didn't contact much on 2017.
In 2017 it was such a pain for both of us.
Maybe we still too young to understand things.
But at the end of 2017, we decided to stop running away from each other. Because we knew it from the start, we fall for each other from the start, but we just too afraid of losing each other.
I-
I was the one that afraid to face you. But so do you. We both just such a coward. Too afraid to be together because we might losing each other.
YUNANATION
A/N: please read from 2015 until 2022.
Sorry for the long chapter 🤧
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MY SUICIDE NOTEBOOK
PoetryDedicated to my family to read once I passed away so they understand my pain =) *it's not complete work of mine cuz I will update it each time I realise there's a flaws :') so if there's grammatical error please tell me on msg hehe
