2018.
Everything was so beautiful too.
Just like back in 2015.
But this time we created more beautiful memories.
We always there for each other.
But it wasn't as beautiful as it was.
We fought so much.
We fought too much.
We keep hurting each other.
Almost everyday.
Almost everynight.
You knew I was weak.
You knew I was sick.
But you never have time to visit me.
You told me your schedule too packed that time.
I was so broken.
I was so frustrated.
I was so scared if I can't see you anymore.
I was afraid if you stop loving me.
I was afraid if you leaving me for your past lover.
I was so afraid for the outcome.
I was so afraid to continue my life without you.
2018 was your year for winning my heart, but it wasn't mine.
YUNANATION
A/N: please read from 2015 until 2022.
YOU ARE READING
MY SUICIDE NOTEBOOK
PoetryDedicated to my family to read once I passed away so they understand my pain =) *it's not complete work of mine cuz I will update it each time I realise there's a flaws :') so if there's grammatical error please tell me on msg hehe
