2021.
It was normal like 2020.
The beginning of 2021 was great.
Until my friends betraying me.
Until I almost discontinue my studies at college.
It was hard and I always cried.
Every night.
But why am I crying about you too at that time?
Do I really miss you?
Am I not moving on yet?
Am I still living in my past?
Why is it like that?
Why all of sudden you always on my mind whenever I'm sad?
Why do I feel like you giving me emotional support from a far?
I hate you for making me like this.
I hate that I thought I've moved on but I'm still clinging into the past.
YUNANATION
A/N: please read from 2015 until 2022.
YOU ARE READING
MY SUICIDE NOTEBOOK
PoetryDedicated to my family to read once I passed away so they understand my pain =) *it's not complete work of mine cuz I will update it each time I realise there's a flaws :') so if there's grammatical error please tell me on msg hehe
