The funniest part is that when people around you are insecure, they might try to bring you down by judging you. They hate the idea of you being yourself, so they copy you. If they can't copy you because you are too difficult to follow, they bring you down, spread weird rumors, and talk behind your back.
Do you think the "non-jealous" type of friendship or relationship ever exists?
It's ironic because when people are insecure, they try to insult you and make you feel like you don't fit in.
So what if you're a misfit just by being yourself?
So what if I'm a different "breed" and vibe than others?
At least I don't insult people based on their looks, behaviors, and lifestyles.
At least I don't bring others down by judging their appearance just to make myself feel better.
At least I don't look down on people because I think they can't afford something or pretend it's theirs.
I truly believe everyone has their own phases and priorities. If I can't get something now, I will get it sooner or later.
Everyone's timing are not in sync. It's different.
So why should I feel the need to bring others down just because I'm insecure? The real battle I need to face is with my own insecurities. It's about addressing my self-doubt and building my confidence rather than tearing others down.
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PoetryDedicated to my family to read once I passed away so they understand my pain =) *it's not complete work of mine cuz I will update it each time I realise there's a flaws :') so if there's grammatical error please tell me on msg hehe
