Kiyoomi looks drunk all the way. Although it is dangerous to drive without getting over the shock of the event, luckily, he gets to where he wants to be alive.
He is unaware of how he got out of the car and locked it. It is standing in front of the door. His head is bent forward and thoughtful.
"Isn't that Kiyoomi over there? What is he doing here?"
Hearing what was said, he suddenly turns his head towards the door and runs towards it and opens the door.
"Kiyoomi?"
"Osamu."
*
"Wait a minute. Why did you panic?"
"What?"
"Didn't you say you panicked and ran? Why did you panic?"
"I don't know."
Oikawa looks into his face thoughtfully.
"So why did you kiss? How did things develop?"
"We were so close. He was about to tell me something, but we were so close that I couldn't focus anyway. Then something happened inside me. I said I wanted to try something and kissed him."
"What happened inside? What were you thinking?"
"I don't know, but it's like I had to. I just realized that he kissed me too."
"I wouldn't expect anything else."
"What?"
"Forget it. So go ahead."
"I'm such a bad person. Why did I kiss her when something was about to happen with Tenma?"
"Only you can know that."
"Worse thing is, I liked it a lot. Tooru. I liked it so much that I'd do it again. I don't know why I think that way, I probably got horny."
"Wow wow wait a minute. Does that mean it was better than kissing Tenma?"
"It was exponentially better. I don't know why, but I felt like I was flying in the clouds."
"How do you feel about Tenma?"
"Why is everyone asking this today? I don't know. I've had enough! I'm tired."
If you say you're tired, I can't think of Kiyoomi. Right, I wonder what is he doing.
"I guess I see him no more than a friend."
*
"What happened? What are you doing here?"
"Can I come in? Please?"
"Don't ask silly questions." Osamu takes him inside. He can't even walk properly. Suna just watches, not knowing what to do.
"I don't want to be alone. Can I stay here?"
"Of course. But what happened? Where's Atsumu?"
"Probably went to Oikawa."
"Did you have a fight?"
"Fight.. no"
Osamu looks at Suna. They have known Kiyoomi for years and this is the first time he is upset like this.
"Do you want to talk about it?"
"I.. I love him so much."
"I know."
"Do you know?"
"Anyone who knows you and isn't stupid knows that."
"Atsumu doesn't know."
"Yeah, I said everyone who isn't stupid."
"I was going to say it. I could never lose him again, so I was going to say it. But he's gone."
"How? Without listening?"
"I was going to tell him when he kissed me."
"WHAT?" Suna and Osamu react at the same time.
"After the kiss he said he had to go and left. I think I lost him forever."
"WHAT DID YOU SAY? HE KISSED AND RUN? I'M GOING TO KICK HIS ASS."
"Osamu. You're not going to do anything."
"Of course I will. Do you realize what he's done to you?"
"Do you have any drinks?"
*
"Well. What do you think of Kiyoomi?"
A great silence fills the room. Atsumu doesn't know what to answer and gets lost in thought. When Tenma asked the same question today, he was sure they were friends. But right now, he can't get the kiss out of his head.
"What do you think I should do?"
"You didn't answer my question."
"I want to kiss him again."
"Wait. What happened at the party? In the kissing game?"
"He kissed Kenma. I kissed Tenma."
"How did you feel when he kissed Kenma?"
"I don't know. Towards the end, I had a stomachache. They made me tea. Kiyoomi hadn't left my side." He smiles as he says the last sentence.
"Were you jealous?"
"Jealous?"
"Why would your stomach hurt out of nowhere?"
"I don't know. It passed later, but it wasn't a big deal."
"Why are you so stupid?"
"I'll strangle you."
"You like him, Atsumu. Do you think there's any other explanation?"
*
"I love him so much that I just want him to be happy. But I couldn't stand it. I wouldn't bear him to have another relationship in front of my eyes. I was selfish."
"You call that selfish? How have you been feeling for years? You forgot your own happiness just because he'd be happy. You're the least selfish person I've ever seen."
"Osamu. I don't think I can do without him anymore. Never after this kiss. What do I do? I'm about to lose my mind."
He takes another sip of his beer. Osamu says he doesn't want him to get drunk, but he only has beer and lets him drink to clear his head.
"There's nothing you have to do. He has to."
"What if he doesn't do anything?"
"I can bet he's about to lose his mind right now, too."Kiyoomi puts his head on the table and finally lets out the tears he's been holding onto for hours. Osamu and Suna try to quietly support him by patting his shoulders and back.
"Don't worry everything will be alright."
*
"Liking? My best friend?"
"No. I'm your best friend."
"Wait, do I like him?"
"You answer. You want to kiss him again, you said yourself. What would you do if he kiss Kenma again?"
"I don't want such a thing."
"What if they were lovers?"
An unexpected fear grips Atsumu. He has never thought so much about Kiyoomi's love life. He never saw that he had a girlfriend or boyfriend. He knows there were just people he hung out with.
"I think I'm going crazy."
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Hiiii i know it's been long time but i really had no time my schedule is like shit im at school more than im at home i appreciate for your patience and im sorry for waiting you for so long😔😔 i hope you like it i will continue writing after ten or fifteen minutes break probably🥴
