Her Heavenly Touch ( Currently Editing)

Toxic touch

IM SOOO SORRY FOR UPDATING LATE PLEASE ENJOY <3 (Jasmines pov)

I haven't talked to Nico since our little movie night....it was two days ago. He left before I woke up, I tried to text him but he still hasn't responded.

I hope that maybe I can see you in class today. I mean he's probably super busy especially since football season is starting up again.

I take a shower and brush my teeth before heading to the living room to wait for Derrick. He takes forever to get ready.

I've seen him take like 30minutes to style his hair just for it to look the same as it did before. I find it funny he kinda reminds me of my friend Ryan.

I kinda got a little sad thinking about him. As much as I love America Ryan was my best friend I left in London. I haven't talked to him since I left.

"Jasmine let's go were gonna be late," Derrick says grabbing his keys."

We get to school and head our separate ways. As I take my seat I search the room for him, and I spot him talking to Alexandrea. His arm is around her waist and she's leaning on his shoulders.

Maybe he doesn't like me the way I thought he did.

Don't get me wrong this isn't my first heartbreak but this hurt.. a lot and I don't know why.

I gather my things and leave class before it even starts. Tears threaten to fall, it's times like these where I wish I had Ryan or god any of my other friends with me.

But I left it all behind, I left my dad, my best friend, and my home, and for what? To get toyed around with by some fancy football player.

I make my way into the school's bathroom, tears now falling down my face.

I look in the mirror examining my flaws. Am I not pretty enough?

I try and wipe my tears away. 

He's just some stupid boy why does it matter?.

Why does this always happen to me? I find a guy that treats me like the only girl in the world just for him to turn around and be with someone else.

God give me a break.

I walk to the library and take a seat. I began to study when I hear my name being called.

I look u and see Antonio. He's in one of my classes can't remember which.

I clear my throat before answering "Yea?"

" I don't wanna bother you or anything but do you mind if I sit here?

"Oh of course you can sit here sorry let me move this" I move my books and he sits next to me.

Antonio is  5'9 and has brown hair, he's fit but doesn't play any sports.

"So I saw you crying and wanted to know if you were ok?

I chuckle wiping my face "Just boy troubles"

"Don't you ever cry over a guy in my presence, I mean look at you your stunning any guy would be lucky to even have a chance with you"

I laugh at his comment

"I'm serious I had to learn the hard way that  you don't waste tears on boys"

"Because once you stop caring, they always come crawling back"

"Thanks for the advice," I say with a small smile.

"Do you have a boyfriend? " I ask.

"Sorry, that's kinda rude you don't have to answer".

"Oh no it's fine, I mean I do kinda I don't know he's closeted" He sighs.