Panic | Ranboo timeline Au

Curiosity kills

Y’know the chapter is gonna be angsty when you put 31 TW)
Tw: Memory loss, breakdowns, burning, gore, melting, inability to walk, anxiety, needles, experimental wounds, scars, nightmares, pet deaths, child death, death in general, hallucinations, freezing/frostbite, hypothermia ,frozen bodies, absent mother, bad eating habits/ eating disorders,vomit/throwing up,reference to missing people, fainting, war, head injury, distortion, loss of reality, blood poisoning, Suicide confession/thoughts ,reference to s3lf harm.
(I am going to put a warning for the bits where sh and Suicide is implied, mentioned, written, ect. Just to be sure everyone is safe! Also your Dad has gone out to get some snacks for the end of the chapter for you all)

Ranboo was finally back at his home with his pets, though he wasn't spending time with them as he usually would. The enderman was currently near his brewing stands, the experiments were promising and it only left a few scars or something like..Oh what's the thing humans get, sunburn? That's it. 'Hay ender boy, come back to the cabin. Phil misses ya' a chat message caught his attention in which he read, then gave a chuckle before replying. 'I'm busy at the moment, also are you sure you're not on that list sir blood god?' Ranboo had teased, before getting back to meddling with the acid like liquids, then another chat message pulled him away again. 'Just come here before I drag you here myself main character' (⚠️SH mention⚠️) The teen had chuckled, he'd just need to bandage up his hands and wrists from the wounds he had created. Now going over to a chest he pulled out some cloth bandage wraps and didn't bother with healing pots still wanting to see how the steam affected his skin. The enderman gave a small hiss as he wrapped the bandages tightly not wanting them to slip off or anything. (SH mentions no longer continues)

Now that he was done with that, he closed the chest, grabbed the cape that was gifted to him, equipped it then left for the cozy cabin. 
It was a simple walk really, not even a walk more or less like a stroll. Ranboo soon entered the cabin, basking in the warmth that the fire lit room had held. "So, ya finally made it hm?" Techno asked, he was currently sitting with Steve. The blood god was in more of casual wear for a royal, a fancy dress shirt with the small ruffle thing he always forgets the name of, a corset that laid on his waist and abdomen  and some round reading glasses which appeared to have small clay wither skulls, nether mushrooms and more things associated with the nether biome. Niki must have made those since he was gifted a pair but ender themed along with a white, black, green and red colour scheme. The enderman walked over and sat beside Techno and now gently leaned against Steve, in which the polar bear simply reacted by sniffling the Endermans hand, smelled the cats then gave a huff. "Oh come on now, I can give affection to other animals" Ranboo said with a small chuckle, Steve only gave him the cold shoulder, now the Blood god looked over. "He gets jealous easily, he's quite sensitive to" Techno explained, giving a chuckle towards Steve's huff. Then, Philza walked in carrying many logs along with a wooden box on his back as well, also filled with wood. The enderman stood up and went over to help, but to his surprise Phil shook his head which caused the enderman to pause. "Though I appreciate it, I don't need the help Ranboo. I'm simply coming in here to say hello to you my boy" The angel smiled, which caused the teen to as well. "You sure? I mean I'm free right-" the winged man shook his head again as he looked up at his son. "No no, that's not necessary Ran. I'll be off now, have a good day you two!" The father said with a smile, he gave something like a wave with his wing then walked out the door. Ranboo soon went back over to Techno and now sat close to him, the endermans eyes were fixated on the fire but the blood god seemed to understand what the boy wanted. He scooted closer to his brother-like figure then wrapped an arm around the teen, looking at him. "You can always ask memory boy, you don't need to be shy now" The enderman simply leaned into the blood god with a small embarrassed huff which caused the older to chuckle. They stayed like that in comfortable silence, their gaze fixated on the blazing warm fire which bathed their skin in the light heat it was giving off. With the warmth of the fire and the cozy soft fur coat of Steve behind him, it didn't take long for the teen to drift into sleep after all, he had stayed up until the early hours of the morning even then he woke up only an hour later just to get back to work. This cycle picked up about 4 days ago, both Techno and Phil had noticed how he always looks tired, the low energy, how he zones out often, the lack of focus and motivation. But the main thing that worried both of them is the almost always fresh tear burns, and the bandages on his wrists and hands, at first they both assumed it was simple hand injuries that need no worry but now..Somethings wrong, they both knew it but whenever they asked the stubborn enderman always replied with. “Oh I’m fine!” Or an “I’m ok just lost in thoughts!” And it was always followed by the fake smile he did so well..It’s worrying, especially for Phil. He watched how his middle child, Wilber, fell into these kinds of episodes but he knew how to help. But with Ranboo, that's a whole different ball game as there was so much that he had questions about but he dared not ask about his concerns to not set off the teen. That had happened with Wilber a few times, and twice with Techno. Phil just wanted to help, that is all he really wanted, I mean he also wanted to give Ranboo the upbringing he had forgotten and missed.