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I have a best friend...

Melcane Gabor

I have a best friend. I've known him since I was three months old. Our mothers were best friends, both married, both excited about have children of oppisite genders, a marriage possablity. But when I think of Mortiz Stiefel, I can only think of him as a friend, not a husband. We're too close, we care about each other too much, theres to much history. My friends always tease me, 'Melcie and Mortiz, sitting in a tree!' and all that rubbish. No, I don't love him like that. As a friend, as a sister would a brother. Although, I do think of what it would be like for him to hold me close... but then I wonder how I could think of such a thing. My earlist memory with him was in the park, running around. Thinking back, I wonder how I had the energy...

Mortiz is different to me. First, he's a boy. Second, he has always seemed insecure, in which, my paitcence and knowledge sooths him. Third, he always seeks my knowledge to help him with anything he may be confused about. He isn't stupid, but sometimes he needs my help. I don't mind helping him if he's in trouble, he needs me, as i seem to be the only person who now cares for him. His father's very strict, and his mother seems to busy a lot of the time, or so Mortiz says. She's a lovely woman, and I sometimes find it hard to believe she is uncaring... 

I will be fifteen soon, the same age as Mortiz. It was his fifteenth birthday a week ago. Two and half more months...

Moritz Stiefel

I have a best friend. I've known her since I was six months old. Our mothers were best friends, both married, both excited about have children of oppisite genders, a marriage possablity. But when I think of Melcane Gabor, I can only think of her as a friend, not a wife. We're too close, we care about each other too much, theres to much history. My friends always tease me, 'You've got good one there, Mortiz!' and all that rubbish. No, I don't love her like that. As a friend, as a brother would his sister. Although, I do think of what it would be like for me to stroke her her hair... but then I think that its to much like my resent dreams. My earlist memory with Melcie was in the park, running around. Thinking back, I love how carefree we were, and we didnt have to worry about stinky dreams...

Melcie is different to me. First, she's a girl. Second, she is so paitcent with me, and it helps me to be calm, especially since the dreams have started. Third, she is so smart. She reads a lot of books, that give her infomation on everything, even story books. I'm not that stupid, but I do need her help a lot of the time. I get her into so much trouble, its usally me getting into trouble with teachers, and her loving nature defending me. She's so amazing, and she's the only one who cares about me. If it wasn't for her, I would of commited suicide by now. Vater is too strict,  and Mutter doesn't seem to care either. I know Melcie doesn't believe me when I tell her, but she only knows one side of her. Frau Gabor is remarkable, on the other hand.

Melcie will be fifteen soon, the same age as me. It was my fifteenth birthday a week ago. Two and half more months until we are the same age...

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