How Was It Just A Deal || Alastor X Female Reader

Chapter XIX

Typographical and Grammatical Errors ahead [Note: A bit wholesome interaction with Alastor and you before Angst<33]

Chapter XIX: Healing Powers

As the day passed You woke up in the middle of The Afternoon probably from How hard and raw you were screwed by Alastor last night

It made you flustered remembering Him wanting to be called your Love. Although you already said it there's nothing you could do.

Although if there is, you either wanted Hell ro crack and swallow you or you wanted to be a puddle of Mud and Disappear from Embarrassment.

You sigh, Before then seeing beside you a Gone Alastor you felt sightly relief at the same time upset. After all, You've been left all by your self the whole day. Alone.

You're not insolated although what's the difference. You're always left alone by your parents when you were still at home.

Thinking about it, you wondered. How your Parent's are doing and If they were looking for you..

Maybe in not a selfish way, By using your Powers against your will. You sigh, Silently clenching your wrist.

They were nothing but Jerks. Of course they didn't hurt you or anything although they made you feel like you were less of a Being than they were.

You have no freedom and was far left Behind in the world. You were easily manipulated because you were one curious being and you know if you weren't so curious if it wasn't for them. So they're definitely at Fault over here.

Isn't it toxic for parents to take Control of your life and Make you feel like you're nothing but a fool and a tool?

Controlling lives they see fit just because as Infamous bullshits say.

"They're your parents"

"You must obey them"

"You must respect them"

Isn't it supposed to be Vise Versa? How could you Respect and Obey someone who doesn't even Respect you as Human nor a Devil of a Being.

This is getting ridiculous.

Just Because you're a damn parent doesn't mean you have to put an invisible Leash on your Child's Neck and Have the right to control each and Every thing on their Goddamn life.

This Feeling was intoxicating. You've been wanting and dreaming of living freely. You were doing everything you could to be a good daughter for them.

But Unfortunately they were blinded by their own Greed.

They weren't scared of losing you, they were scared of losing that one thing that Heals them.

And in the Eons of Living inside a Mansion is nothing bur you fooling yourself by following Their Each and Every Command.

You know you wouldn't earn anything from them even if you Cough and Vomit Blood so what's the point?

You Sigh, watching the roses outside with your robe Around your body. You were holding a coffee, your favorite one.

As you watch the Leaves dance from The Breeze of Hell.

But with that thought do you think, Alastor would be any different than them? Could you even call him your significant other now that you're having intimate times with him?

You were wanting it to be a yes but there's one thought stopping you, The Bargain. The Deal you had with the Devil who you're desiring to call yours.

The one Who Genuinely feels like He needs to take care of you and see you as A Companion. But what Kind of Companion does He Mean..