She's My Best Friend and I Love Her (girlxgirl)

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

Justins Pov

I watched her run over to Ziva an with each step she took i felt my heart break even more into even tinyer pieces

It took all i had not to let her go but i knew that would only shove her farther away from me

I loved her so much and i just let her go

I felt my eyes starting to sting with tears

No i cant cry not here not now i must still let her know that i am ok with this even though i am not .

GOD MALI CANT YOU SEE I LOVE YOU

no dont be selfish Justin i should have seen this day would be comming i knew she would never be able to stay away from her

1. she was her best friend

2. even though Ziva Kissed that girl and Mali swears she hates her i know she still loves Ziva that love they had never goes away atleast that quickly.

3. and all Ziva did was kiss someone that is alot less worse than what all i have down to her she deserves the best and i know that Ziva will always try so hard to protect her

I just wish i was the one who would be able to protect and love her And keep her safe

I turned around so i could walk home ill just drop off Mali's stuff at her dads house tomarrow

I sighed

"Justin wait" i heard and i knew it wasnt Mali it was Ziva

i turned around and saw Mali still standing at the bottom of the road looking confused while Ziva was running up to me to say something

"what do you want Ziva"

She smiled what was she up to

"I just wanted to tell you that I always knew she would come running back to me shes too nice to see that i was lieing the whole time God shes so stupid i swear atleast you will be left broken hearted and i will have my toy" she smirked

THAT BITCH

i was about to open my mouth to go balistic but then ZIva stopped me

"ah ah ah watch what you say you dont want her to hate you now do you" she said and she smirked

"why are you doing this to her she deserves to be happy all you're going to do is kill her, do you want that to happen again to you want her to be in pain to you want to have her kill herself all this time did you even care for her at all" i whispered half yelled and i looked back to see Mali just standing there

"yah she deserves to be happy and i will make her believe she is and no she wont kill herself because she will never know and yes i did have feelings for yes i DID love her i loved her SOO MUCH but then she wouldnt accept my apology she went to you for love and support but more importantly she WANTED YOU not ME"

"your a selfish BITCH you know that"

I looked back after i heard footsteps and i saw a confused Mali walking up

"whats going on i thought i heard some yelling and stuff" she said crossing her arms

UGHH damn Mali why do you have to be so cute your making this so hard

"what?" my eyes widened did i just say that outloud

"umm did i say that out loud"

She nodded and said

"i thought you wanted me to leave thats one of the only reasons i was going"

"of course i dont want you to leave but if i told you to stay it wouldnt be fair of me i know you still have feelings for her it kills me that you are leaving me but i just want you to be happy"  i said as the tears finally fell i left my dignity behind im crying

IM CRYING LIKE A LITTLE GIRL

UGHHHH

"Justin Yah i may have feelings for her but more like friend feelings i WANT to be with you more than anything in the world and i love you so much i am very happy with you" she said and i felt that just by her saying that my heart was starting to mend itself

"soo what are you saying"

"im saying i want to stay with you thats what i want" my heart was glowing now as if it never was broken in the first place

I grabbed her and pulled her into a big hug a and she wrapped her arms around my neck and she started to giggle as i twirled her around

"UGHH give me a BREAK really?!?!?!" i stopped  and Mali looked up

"whats wrong Ziva"

"what WHATS WRONG WITH ME, oh i dont know maybe that you want him more than me"

"well im sorry Ziva my heart wants him and not you i thought you were my friend apparently i was wrong"

"Ziva i was just going to use you anyway so it doesnt really even matter" she said smirking

"what you were going to USE ME"

"ugh yah thats what i just said" God Ziva is such a bitch

"i cant believ you!" Mali screamed and pushed Ziva and Ziva fell to the ground stunned that Mali had just caused pain to her

Mali was never one to hurt someone and i was suprised she did that and so was Ziva

"y-you pushed me"

"yah and you deserved it" she paused and i saw a tear fall down her cheek," i never want to see you EVER agian" then mali grabbed my hand and pulled me forward heading towards my house

When we reached my house i quickly opened the door and let Mali in who ran through the door and ran towards my room where she collapsed on the bed and started to sob

" i - i am su-such and IDIOT i can-cannot believe i le-let myself believe h-her i be-believed all of her l-lies UGHHHHH" she screamed and layed across my bed and hit it multiple times and started screaming into the bed

I sat down next to her and rubbed her back

Soothing her

"Mali I know thats what she was talking to me about i was going balistic i was so pissed off"

She looked up at me and even thought her makeup was smeared and she had tears running down her cheeks she still looked adorable Her eyes had a sparkle in them and she had a hint of a smile on her face

"w-what" she noticed i was staring i blushed

"so-sorry i was umm, ughh forget it i was just thinking about how beautiful you look"

she blushed and sat up and scooted closer to me and grabbed my neck and kissed me with full passion

"I *kiss* Love *kiss* You *kiss* So *kiss* Much *kiss*" we continued to kiss and she layed back allowing me to lay down but not on her i didnt want to hurt her

we were both breathing heavily

"im ready Justin" she paused," im ready for you i am ready" is she talking bout what i think she is talking about

"Mali are you saying..." she nodded

I immediatly sat up

"whats wrong"

"i - i - i feel like if i do agree to do this NOW then i will feel like i am taking advantage of you trust me i WANT to just maybe not now lets wait for a little bit when we have actually been on a date and when you are not so confused and irritated about the whole Ziva thing"

she nodded,"yah i know what you mean i just really want to you know this isnt just somthing I just now thought of ive actually been thinking about it because if you think about it we are so close it would be like weve been dating for a few years now you know"

" yah i know" i said and kissed her head

" i love you so much"

" i love you too"

We layed down and quickly fell asleep

Actually happy for once and this time we didnt cry ourself to sleep

-Authors note-

Well hope you liked it I dont really have much to say but yah Peace XD