She's My Best Friend and I Love Her (girlxgirl)

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

Justins Pov

I kissed her and my heart exploded with many things

Pleasure

Love

and alot of other things that i cant exactly comprehend

My eyes were closed taking in this amazing moment loving every moment

Making the moment last forever

When she didnt pull away after a few minutes i deepened it alot more

Grabbing her face with my hands pushing her lips onto mine more forcefully and she ran her fingers through my thick brown hair

Our body moved together in unison

Our breathing quickened

I couldnt breath

I was laying down on her her legs wrapping around me

No

No i need to stop

I pulled myself out of her grip

She was dazed and confused

"Im sorry Mali i cant do this not now not this way"

"Justin you dont want me oh im sorry i kissed you" She said looking down into her lap

"I do want you trust me i do your not thinking straight i mean your pissed off and upset and i can take advantage of you like that" i said leaning in resting my forehead on hers.

"I know im sorry"

i was about to answere when her phone went off

Before she could even look at who it was she answered it without thinking

"hello" her eyes glazed, tears threatening to spill over

"I HATE YOU!" was all she sai before cloaing it and tossing it

I grabbed her and held her she screamed into my chest which slowly turned into sobs. I rocked her back

and forth trying my best to comfort her.

"Shhhh shhhh Mali calm down what happened"

"It wa-as that one girl th-that Ziva ki-kissed she was fucking describing the the damn kiss a-an that she was gonna take her AWAY FROM ME FOREVER" the last part she screamed and sobbed

She cryed and cryed until she fell asleep

I layed her down and noticed something

her stomach was slightly showing and their was a bright red mark showig against her pale skin.

I remembered what she told me bout her wanting to commit suicide her cutting and i hatdd it disagreed with it she never really explained to me why but i never asked i couldnt believe she ever done that.

After she had old me i would always glance at her arms where you could see marks and to a normal person they would seem harmless and minor she would always make up good excuses she fell cat scratches and such

She doesnt seem the type but to me i know they ARE harmfull and very major

I wonder if she ever dis almost kill herself i always wonder i was always afraid is this gonna be the last time i will ever talk to her i always wanted to ask if she stopped so i could stop worrying but i never asked never questioned never mentioned it.

I want to know the answeres but now is NOT the time to ask

My thoughts were interupted by her phone ringing and i answered it