She's My Best Friend and I Love Her (girlxgirl)

Chapter 15

Chapter 15

Malis Pov

3 weeks later

"Ziva"

"Izzzy really oh my gosh whatd he say"

"ziva" ugh any more tryng to get her attention or Izzy's is horrible i am always feeling like a fucking third wheel adn its pissing me off but if i say anything to them about it they will get mad at me AT ME

UGH

"i know i was so shocked he totally asked me out and i said yes"

"eeeeppppp"

They both got up to through away their trays leaving me still sitting here

"no its alrigh guys ill just sit here and finish eating"

i glanced over at Justin who was sitting alone like he usually does

sigh

i miss him so much, i miss his soft lips andhis smile, his voice, and ugh just his everything

you know even though im 'back' with Ziva we havent done anything except we kissed about 2 weeks ago and now its like we never dated like we didnt have feelings for each other i mean what the fuck

im starting to question if i made the right decicion or not

I mean i left such a great guy for a bitch but UGHHHHH i dont know anymore

Oh here they come

"come on Mali"

"but im...." then they walked off "not finished"

UGHHHHH

Thats it this is pissing me off im gonna sit next to Justin i havent talked to him since that night you know what i feel like a bitch too maybe im not much better than Ziva or Izzy

I took a deep breath and stood up and grabbed my things and grabbed my tray and started to walk over to Justin.

He looked up and saw me comming towards him and he looked confused

But thats all i saw before i felt someones foot trip me and i fell face down into my food tray completely humiliating myself

Great Just Great

"hey Fresh meat Fag do you know how to walk" ugh stupid fresh man names ugh stupid STUPID SENIOR

Sad thing is this was a senior who has always fucked with me and now since they know i like girls along with guys its just another reason to mess with me

I knew there were alot of people surrounding me because one i could feel people surrounding me and two i heard all the laughs

Wheres Ziva shes supposed to be my girlfriend the one who is always there for me but shes no where to be found neither is Izzy

dont they notice that im not with them im supposed to be their best friend and Zivas girlfriend whats going on

I finally just gave up and layed there knowing no one would come to my rescue

But then i felt the laughing grown hushed and i felt myself being lifted up

and when i thought it would be Ziva the person i saw was Justin

Why must he always be the one to save me why must i put him through hell

I was being pulled away from the group and we even passed Ziva and Izzy who saw us and looked mad that i was with Justin and they quickly followed of course