her baby was left under a stairwell after the school (shs but it looked different) was falling apart so i grabbed her and started calling gio but he didn't answer so i started walking around outside of the school and it looked like a boardwalk and it started pouring and suddenly the baby vanished so i turned around and started looking everywhere and i found her wrapped up in towels. i started walking back and she saw me but i suddenly didnt have my glasses on so i couldnt see her. she said "well look who it is.. go fuck yourself." and then i said "i have your baby" and her face softened and her and some other girl she was hanging out with climbed down and she took her from me and thanked me and we exchanged some words and she was saying something else and at the end i said "well, i'm gonna go fuck myself." and i started walking away and crying and i met up with russell walking back and he told me about how he was going to college so i said goodbye and we played in a river or big puddle in the rain for a little bit and then i walked home listening to music. when i got home i was doing something christmas like with my family and i checked my phone and she unblocked me and sent me a message request. she said she laughed as she read back our old messages but i didnt know what to say. i was really hesitant to talk to her even though i missed her so much.
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letters i'll never give you
Poesiehere lie the letters i am too cowardly to deliver to the proper recipient. you may read them instead. also includes dreams, notes, and random blurbs.
