What A Life #2

Chapter 5

Cass's P.O.V

I'm tired with all that swimming then going to the rehearsal then in a little bit out to dinner, i just need at least fifteen minutes of sleep

"Tired Cass?" Zach asks

"Yeah just a bit" i say admitting

"If you have the key go up to the room the rest of us are going swimming for a bit" Austin says smiling

I nod my head and head to the elevators. I get on the level and go to Nat's room and put the key on the thing but the door won't open thats strange i think for a moment and remember that i never got a key for this room so that means... Shit Alex's room... I drag myself to his room and the door opens i walk in while the door shuts.

"Hope no phone goes off" i mutter to myself

I see Alex's water bottle on the table and take a sip ew its a bit warm... I can go on Zach's bed but that'd be weird so i go on Alex's bed which smells so much like him. I still love Alex even though he cheated on me and for Robert i also like him but i don't know if i like him because of the kiss or not, i've always liked Robert as a friend.

*40mins later*

"Cassie wakeup" i hear someone say

I move under the blankets more and pull them over

"Don't make me tickle you" the voice warns

I don't listen to him and sleep more when i feel a body on me starting to tickle me i burst out laughing

"Get up" Alex says tickling me still

"No" i say still laughing

He keeps doing it till it feels like i can't breathe anymore

"Okay okay i'm up" i tell him but still laughing

He stops tickling me and starts to smirk

"I warned you" he says still smirking

"But i was sleepy by the way what time is it?" i ask

"The girls got caught in traffic and still aren't here yet" Alex says

He's still on top of me but i don't mind it feels nice really

"How was swimming?" i ask

"Good we thought Zach and Nat died but they were making out under water" he says rolling his eyes

I chuckle, Alex is about to get off me but i lean up and kiss him but he isn't kissing back i kiss him harder but he starts to push away

"I don't think i can do this" Alex says

"Why" i say more of a statement

"I feel guilty that i cheated on you then you and Robert kissed in the pool and you like him-"

"Do you still love me Alex?" i ask cutting him off

"Yes" he says looking at me

"How did you feel when you were with the other girl?" i ask

"Terrible, my depression started to come back and i wanted to kill myself everyday because she wasn't you. I don't know why i even started doing that and now your liking Robert" he says sadly

"Forget that i ever said that i like Robert, i only like him as a friend that kiss really meant nothing, Alex i still love you and i know that when the time comes again you won't cheat again from how much the pain caused you, out of curiosity how long where you with the girl?" i ask

"Three days" Alex says

"Cass i am really sorry" Alex adds looking at me

"Even though its really not okay i forgive you Alex" i tell him