love /ləv/
noun
1. an intense feeling of deep affection.
lust /ləst/
noun
1. very strong sexual desire.
miss·ing
/ˈmisiNG/
adjective
1. (of a thing) not able to be found because it is not in its expected place.
2. (of a person) absent from a place...
If I could erase her from my memory, I would. I would think about it if I had an option. Then I'd erase her.
That way there'd be nothing to get over. Just a blank memory of a fuzzy figure. I'd remember it like I was drunk or high. Her face would be blurred and I'd have no clue.
But part of me knows if I did that I'd do everything to figure out who she is and I'd fall in love with the memories.
I guess even if there was an option it still wouldn't work. I really wish I could hate her.
How do people do this?
How do you hate someone you love?
Side note: I really need a decent sleep schedule.
4:56pm
I wonder if I should forbid her name on my tongue. As if it was poison or a food I don't like.
Never speak of the A name again. Maybe then she will leave my head cause she'll leave my words.
No more Ali-
I said no more.
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