love /ləv/
noun
1. an intense feeling of deep affection.
lust /ləst/
noun
1. very strong sexual desire.
miss·ing
/ˈmisiNG/
adjective
1. (of a thing) not able to be found because it is not in its expected place.
2. (of a person) absent from a place...
I shouldn't have said what I said. I was hurt and angry at all my family bullshit.
I hurt her. I thought she didn't love me at all. I felt like a used makeup brush. I told her I couldn't do it anymore.
I couldn't wait for an answer cause I either wanted her or I needed to go. Every moment that I knew she was so close to grab was painful cause I couldn't.
She has her own problems and I thought me leaving would solve her problems. She said something to me that hurt a lot.
"May I love you but you've done enough."
"May I love you but you've done enough."
I know. I'm aware I push and I'm sorry. I fucked up whatever we had going but you can't have your cake and eat it to.
I want her so fucking bad. There's a hole in my heart where she belongs and she isn't there.
She always had one foot out the door. I sat there reciting poetry I wrote about her. She would say that's sweet and beautiful. I knew it was.
That's because all these poems are about her. There's so many she hasn't even read yet. She is my muse, she's perfect in her own beautiful way.
Without her I feel like something is missing entirely.
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