Anna's P.O.V.
Next Day
I'm working in the cafe and my eyes are fixed at the door of the cafe. I think he'll not come now because I had insulted him badly last night but I should be happy if he is not there because that is what I wanted but why I'm feeling hurt and incomplete today.
I should stop thinking about him. He is not my type of guy. He wants something that I can't give him. So I'll not think about him. His chapter ends today.
I diverted my mind to the work from him. Then I noticed the corner empty seat where Ethan used to sit every day and gazed at me. I'm feeling upset to see that seat vacant today.
I ignored my feelings and started working again.
I won't think about him.
"Where are you lost, Anna? I called you so many times." Eve snapped her finger in front of me and I came out of my world.
What the fuck is happening to me?
Why I'm missing him badly? I was just attracted to him.
"Nowhere, Eve. Just working." I replied faintly.
"You work like this. You haven't even started the laptop. What happened to you, Anna? Are you fine?" She asked me concernedly.
"Eve, I'm fine. Don't worry, my caring best friend." I said and plastered a smile on my face.
I don't even have a mood to smile right now. I'm feeling so lost today. Why I'm feeling so hurt and incomplete without him, I'm not understanding.
Why my heart is aching today?
Oh, God! Why?
Why I'm missing his smile, his touch, his presence, his angry face, his eyes, the way he used to gaze at me. To be honest, I'm missing everything about him.
"You again got lost, Anna. I think you should go home and take some rest." She suggested me.
"You're right." I nodded at her.
It's better to go home because I'm feeling so lost today without him.
He didn't even come today but still, he's driving me crazy. He really has some kind of magic.
This man is impossible!
I reached home and the whole day he stayed in my mind. Suddenly I recalled the day when our eyes had met for the first time and when he had taken me to heaven by pleasuring me, I felt so incredible that night. Whenever I recall that night, every inch of my body craves for his touch.
"Go, Anna, insult him more. You wanted this only. Go to his home and insult him more, maybe you feel better." My heart shouted at me and I made a cry babyface.
I'm really not understanding why I'm thinking about him and feeling empty when I always wanted this only.
I should message him and say sorry to him for my behaviour because I don't want to lose him forever or else I'll go crazy.
I picked up my phone and messaged him on WhatsApp.
Me: I'm sorry for my behaviour. I was just upset yesterday. ✔️
Me: Where are you? ✔️
What only one tick? His net is off or he has blocked me?
Me: Why didn't you come to the cafe today? ✔️
Me: I was missing you. ✔️
Fuck! What I'm telling him everything.
What if he read my message, what will he think about me?
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