DESIRE TO CONTROL HER ✅

Part: 39 Mr Rude

"What are you saying? I don't love somebody else, I love," I instantly stopped after realising that I was just going to confess my love to him.

"You love somebody else, Anna. I came to your place tomorrow and I heard it from my ears." I narrowed my brows bemusedly.

"I'm not understanding what you're talking about, Ethan. I don't love somebody else. Please, trust me. You think I'm this type of girl." I cried out.

"But I saw you yesterday in somebody else arms and you said to him that you love him." He cried too and it hurts me more.

"When?" I asked, clueless.

"Yesterday at night, I came to your place because I was," he paused, "missing you."

Is he talking about Ryan? Soon it struck my mind.

Did he see me with him and misunderstand everything?

Fuck!

"Ethan, yesterday night, my cousin came to my place. You must have seen him with me." I clarified but I'm badly hurt because he didn't trust me.

"He was your cousin?" He asked me in shock.

I nodded dejectedly. "You said that trust is most important in our relationship but you don't trust me, Ethan. You judged me and declared me as a culprit without clarifying anything with me."Guilt is etched into every line of his face. "You didn't even notice that I was wearing your t-shirt last night." Fresh tears trickled down my cheeks. It is hurting a lot after knowing that he doesn't trust me a bit even.

He thought I wasn't loyal to him. I'm in a relationship with him and he assumed that I love somebody else.

How could he think this?

Now he is just staring down in guilt and not even looking at me.

"Today you called me here to punish me for cheating you. Right?" I asked him and he instantly looked up at me. His eyes are filled with remorse.

"I'm sorry." He apologised, crying.

"Sorry is not going to work, Ethan, you have hurt me badly." I dashed out of the room, crying profusely, palming my mouth.

Ethan's P.O.V.

What did I do? I ruined everything because of my past. I broke my Butterfly's beautiful heart. I gave her tears which I hate the most. I took the smile from her face. I became the reason for her sadness. I'm such a bad person, that's why I don't deserve her.

I misunderstood everything, he was her cousin and I thought she loves somebody else.

I punched on the wall in rage and blood oozed out from the knuckles. I'm angry with myself. Why I didn't trust her?

I could have asked her before reacting and getting rude to her.

She is so hurt.

I'm sorry, Butterfly! I'm so sorry.

I gazed at her smiling painting which I had made with my hands yesterday and murmured dejectedly, "I took away her beautiful smile. I deserve punishment."

What I should do now?

I'm in deep remorse. Dev is right I can't ruin my present again and again by thinking about my past. I have to move on, it's high time.

Now I'll do anything to earn her forgiveness and ask her to punish me.

I'm coming to you, Butterfly, and now I won't let my past come in between us. I swear now I won't make you cry. I'll tell you that you're my long lost peace and now my desires are changed. Now I don't want to control you, rather I want to make you mine forever.