DESIRE TO CONTROL HER ✅

Part: 94 A dilemma

I scrambled into my dress and dashed to his room. He is standing on the balcony, holding the railing.

Why did he come here like this from the playroom? I wondered confusingly.

I slowly walked to him and hugged him from behind, placing my head on his chest and firmly wrapping my arms around him. "I'm sorry for spoiling everything." As I apologised, he removed my hands from his body.

I felt hurt because he is so angry.

As he turned around and clasped my face, I narrowed my brows bemusedly, seeing guilt in his eyes. "Why are you saying sorry, Butterfly? I hurt you, I should say sorry to you. I couldn't keep my promise. I shouldn't have used the clamps on you."

Right now he is in great remorse after hurting me.

But it isn't his fault. It was our mutual decision to use the clamps.

And I'm shocked that this was the reason, he disappeared from the room, and I was thinking that I disappointed him.

I can't see him like this, in guilt when it's not his mistake.

"Are you crazy? It isn't your fault, Ethan. First, I agreed to use it on me, then you do this. We didn't know that it would hurt me so much. You were just testing my limits." I explained to him after cupping his face but he still stared at me with guilt in his eyes.

I can't see the love of my life in guilt.

"But the thing is that I hurt you, Butterfly." He uttered dejectedly, disappointed with himself. I shook my head.

Now I'm not understanding how to explain to him.

"I used the clamps on other subs before but nobody reacted like you. Therefore I had no clue that this would be so painful for you. I'm extremely sorry, Butterfly." He apologised again.

'Am I not good enough for him?' Suddenly listening to his words, this question popped into my mind. I'm not like his other subs, he can't use the things on me that he used on them. He wants to use these things on me but I can't take the pain.

Chucking my thoughts, I hugged him to comfort him because right now he is more important than any other thought of mine.

"Don't blame yourself. It wasn't your fault, moreover, I'm fine now." I reassured him, rubbing his back.

"I'm sorry." He whispered in my ear, hugging me back tighter and pulling me closer to himself.

"It's okay." Now I caressed his hair with one hand.

My baby has a pure heart!

"It must be still hurting?" He asked concernedly, staring at my tits as we pulled apart.

"No, it's fine now." I blinked my eyes.

My nipple is still aching a bit but I won't tell him as he is already guilty.

"You can't lie to me." As he uttered, my eyes widened in surprise.

How did he come to know that I lied to him?

"Come with me, I want to make you feel better." He clasped my hand and led me to the bed.

He held the hem of my dress and pulled it out of my head before dropping it down on the floor, gazing at my sore nipple with guilt in his eyes.

He carried me in his arms and gently laid me on the bed before sucking my nipple lovingly and applying ointment over it.

He lay down, cuddling me. "Now I'll not test your limits." As he spoke, I raised my head from his chest to look at him.