DESIRE TO CONTROL HER ✅

Part: 38 Monster

Ethan's P.O.V.

"Are you sure you heard her saying that she loves him?" Dev asked me in a disbelief tone when I told him everything.

I nodded at him and fresh tears coursed my cheeks mechanically. "Why does this happen with me always, Dev?"

"Do you love her, Ethan?" He suddenly asked me in a serious tone, making me angry.

"No." I gritted my teeth. "I don't love her, she is just my submissive. I was soft with her because I thought she is different and she deserves love but I was wrong."

"Just talk to her, Ethan, why would she hide this from you? And Eve also never told me about her boyfriend. I think you have some misunderstanding." He tried to explain me but at this time I'm not in my senses.

"I have heard it from my ears and seen it from my eyes." I shouted.

Why is it hurting me so much?

"Sometimes what we see and hear, it isn't the truth. If you have some kind of feelings for her, just clear it with her. And now please don't say that you don't have feelings for her because if you don't have those feelings, it won't be hurting you so much."

"If there was love between us, I would have pushed Anna away from me because love only hurts, Dev. I hate love." I growled at him, fuming in anger.

"Ethan, past is past, don't ruin your future because of your past, and I don't think Anna is that type of girl. Please, put your past on the side and think about it. Please." He pleaded.

I shouted, cutting his words. "Dev, every girl is the same. They only know how to hurt men. You are right, I had feelings for Anna, I was fucking changing for her but what she did to me. She also hurt me like Emmy. I can't take this, Dev." A sob escaped out my mouth. "I'm a human being and it hurts me. You know-you know, I was ready to give a second chance to my life and her. For her, I broke all the walls which I had formed around my heart, she came into my life like a ray of hope but today I'm despaired because of her."

Dev's P.O.V.

Tears welled up in my eyes also after seeing my friend's condition. I just hugged him and said nothing because I know right now my no word will make him feel better. He's crying like a baby in my arms and it's hurting me a lot.

"Everything will be okay, Ethan. Trust me." I said, rubbing his back.

He broke the hug and cried out, "nothing will be okay after today because she destroyed me, she fucking destroyed everything."

"Everything is over." Murmuring this to himself, again and again, he went upstairs to his room and I also cried silently, staring at him.

I had thought that Anna would bring his lost happiness into his life but she did the opposite. But I still can't believe that she loves somebody else. If she had, Eve would have told me. I have to talk to her.

She has gone out of LA for important work and I'll talk to her as soon as she comes back.

Anna's P.O.V.

The whole night, I spent thinking how would I face him after realising my feeling and I could able to sleep for an hour only. I was feeling so restless. Eve is also not with me and I can't even share this with her because she tells everything to Dev and Dev tells everything to Ethan and eventually, Ethan will come to know. And I can't let Ethan knows that I love him or else he will push me away from himself.

Ethan: Meet me in half an hour at my place.

Me: I'll be on time.

I took a quick shower and left to meet him as soon as I received a message from him.