DESIRE TO CONTROL HER ✅

Part: 30 Past?

Ethan's P.O.V.

As she hugged me, I pushed her away, getting angry with myself.

I'm not understanding why I'm breaking my own rules and becoming so sweet with her. I'm not like this.

Last night I slept with my submissive and today I kissed her lips, these are the things which I had never done before with any of my subs.

What she is doing to me?

Why am I letting her do this to me? Why am I letting her come close to me?

She can't change me. Again I can't become softhearted and regretful. I can't let anybody hurt me again.

"Leave right now." I barked at her, I'm not angry with her, I'm angry with myself.

"What happened to you, suddenly?" She asked me, confused. Hurt etched deep within her eyes.

"I'm your Master, Butterfly. If you want to stay in this relationship, you have to listen to me. If your Master asked you to leave, so leave without any question." I shouted and she flinched before hurriedly stepping out of the car and rushing to her house.

I know today I behaved rudely with her. But I can't make the same mistake again and again.

She is just my submissive, that's it.

Suddenly my eyes moved up toward her room's window and I saw her standing, staring at me with moist eyes. I can clearly see that she got hurt because I behaved curtly with her.

I had no intention to hurt her. I can't hurt anybody intentionally because I know how it feels when someone hurts you.

I felt some kind of pain in my heart seeing her wet eyes and it hurt more because they are brimmed with tears because of me.

Fuck!! What is happening to me?

Why she is affecting me so much?

I can't let her come close to me and affect me anymore.

"I'll talk to her about all this later because I just need some space." I murmured to myself and drove off.

Butterfly's P.O.V.

I'm not understanding what had happened to him all of sudden. He behaved so rudely with me for the first time. The way he pushed me and shouted at me, I felt so hurt.

I was on cloud nine after knowing that last night he slept, holding me in his arms and the way he kissed me so softly for a few seconds, within those few seconds he had taken me to heaven. I was overwhelmed with utter contentment at that time.

Why did he behave so rudely with me after making me heavenly incredible?

It's hurting a lot.

Tears slipped down my cheeks automatically.

I like my sweet Dom. I just want him only.

Then only the doorbell rang and I came on the earth back. I wiped my tears and went to open the door.

I opened the door and saw a woman and behind her two men in black suits are standing with luggage. I narrowed my brows bemusedly.

"Ethan Sir has sent this for you." Before I could ask her, she told me and cleared my all doubts.

He must have sent his clothes for me. After his morning behaviour, I'm not even feeling like keeping his clothes.

"Take them away, I don't need them anymore." I stated in anger.

"But Mam, we can't take them back, Sir will scold us. You can talk to him about this later and give them back." She said and I rolled my eyes.

The two men kept the luggage inside and left with that woman.