DESIRE TO CONTROL HER ✅

Part: 68 Hope

I'm eating ice cream to lessen my pain, roaming on the balcony. But nothing is helping me out. It's hurting me so much that Ethan doesn't want to stay with me. Now I'm nothing for him.

"He can't leave me like this God? You know how much I love him, I can't live without him now." I complained to God, crying.

I need him badly right now, but I deserve this because I have hurt him.

I started eating ice cream again, tears are falling from my eyes to my cheeks constantly, even this stupid ice cream isn't lessening my pain today. I flung the box of ice cream from the balcony in anger. Ice cream always used to work, but this time the pain is too much. Living life without Ethan is like living without happiness, living without a soul.

Master's P.O.V.

I stopped the car at Anna's place. I came here to check her. I stepped out of the car and sighed with profound relief as I saw her on the balcony. She is having ice cream while talking to herself.

She eats cream in every mood. When she is happy, she eats ice cream, when she is angry, she eats ice cream and now when she is upset, she is eating ice cream only. I shook my head in disbelief, staring at her.

The next moment, she shouted something in frustration and hurled the box of ice cream over me unintentionally, spoiling my clothes.

Shit! She has flung ice cream over me for the second time. She sometimes slips a glass of water over me, sometimes she throws colour over me, and her favourite is to hurl ice cream over me.

Oh, God! This girl is unbelievable.

Now she noticed me and her eyes widened in shock after seeing what she has done.

Then she stared at me grimly with guilt in her eyes. It's like she is apologising to me through her eyes for hurting me. I wish it was easy for me to forget everything and forgive her.

I entered her house and went directly to her room's balcony. She suddenly hugged me, wrapping her arms around me tightly and pulling me to herself, digging her face into my chest. I felt like I got my breath back when she hugged me.

"I'm sorry, Ethan. Please forgive me. You can give me any punishment, but please don't separate us because I can't stay without you. I promise I'll do whatever you say, I'll follow your every rule like a good submissive, I'll never tease you, I'll never pull your cheeks and never roll my eyes and, especially, I'll never ever doubt you and hurt you again. But just please give me a second chance." She begged me to give her a second chance, burying herself into me more and more.

I badly wanted to hug her back, but I ignored my feelings and pulled her away from me.

"Why did you come home from the hospital like this without informing anybody?" I asked her in a stern tone, ignoring her words.

"Because I heard your and Dev's conversation that you don't want to stay with me. I just didn't want to hurt you more by staying with you." A sob escaped out of her mouth, and my heart cried.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath to compose myself.

"It hurts me more when you don't take care of yourself. You need rest, so go inside and lie down." I ordered her.

"And it hurts me too when you don't take care of yourself." She pointed at my wounded knuckles.

"An," she stopped me from calling her Anna by placing her finger in my mouth, and I bit her finger by mistake. She hissed, taking her hand away instantly.

Shit! It was already burned and I bit it.

I clasped her hand to check her finger worriedly.

"You're an idiot." I chided her, shifting my eyes from her hand to her face and saw her gazing at me unblinkingly.