YES OR NO ft. YzaCole

🌼 CHASING HAPPINESS🌼

Yza's POV

I am walking on the hallway of our school.

Balak kong puntahan yung dorm namin.

Walang halos tao dito dahil siguro ay ineenjoy talaga nila ang summer break o di kaya umuwi sila sa kani kanilang pamilya para doon magbakasyon.

It is so quiet.

When I reached our room ay binuksan ko ito gamit ang susi na hawak ko.

It's so dark and quiet.

Napahinga ako ng malalim at pumasok sa loob.

I opened the door to the bathroom.

Nakita ko pa doon sa salamin yung sinulat ko noon.

NICE TO MEET YOU MATE!
-YZABEL 🤍

I smiled when I saw that there's a word OKAY beside it.

It's Cole.

Lumabas ako at umupo sa kama.

Nakahiwalay na yung dating magkadikit naming kama.

They are already on it's original position.

Hindi ko mapigilang maluha nang maalala ko na naman ang lahat.

Dito, dito sa kwartong ito una kaming nagkakilala.

Those movie marathons with her. Those shared laughters.

Yung mga panahong magkatabi kaming natutulog.

Saksi ang kwarto ito sa lahat ng yun.

Pero dito din, sa kwartong ito kami nagtapos.

Napasubsub nalang ako at doon umiyak.

Wala nakong ginawa kundi ang umiyak ng umiyak.

Kailan ba mauubos ang luha ko? May balak pa bang tumigil ito?

Nang mahimas masan ako ay nakita ko ang pulang tape na nilagay ko noon.

I smiled. Ito yung time na hinati ko yung kwarto gamit ito.

Ito yung time kung gaano ako ka hindi komportable kay Cole noon.

Napakagat ako sa labi ng dahan dahan ko itong tanggalin sa pagkakadikit sa sahig.

Pinuntahan ko naman yung table ko.

I saw my pictures on the chart display.

Pictures ko nalang ang nandoon.

Wala na yung kay Cole.

It was only mine and the 'YES OR NO' beside it.

I stared at it as I reminiscing those moments when we took this.

We were so happy and inlove.

Kinuha ko yung picture ko and decided to go home.

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Nang makauwi ako ay dumeretso agad ako sa kwarto.

Ganito nalang palagi ang senaryo sa buhay ko.

Kakain, matutulog at iiyak.

"Yzabel anak?"

Hindi ako sumagot. Naramdaman ko nalang na umupo si mommy sa tabi ko.

She caress my hair.

Hindi ko na  naman mapigilang umiyak.

"It's okay anak, iiyak mo lang yan."

"Mom? Why?" Tanong ko sa kanya. Alam kong naintindihan yun ni mommy.

"I'm sorry anak if I didn't think about your happiness and only think about myself."

"I just don't want that people will look at you differently. I don't want them to say something bad at you."

"I don't understand mom"

"Yzabel when your dad died. I worked hard to give the life you deserved and for you to have a normal life even if there's only you and me. I want you to feel the love like what a complete family have."

"Ipinangako ko din sa sarili ko na hindi ko hahayaang saktan ka ng ibang tao pero hindi ko naman akalain na ako pala ang dahilan kung bakit ka nasasaktan ngayon."

I looked at her at nakita kong umiiyak na din siya.

I hugged her.

"Anak sana maintindihan mo kung bakit hindi ako sumang-ayon sa inyo."

"I understand mom, I'm sorry to disappoint you."

"But anak, I still want you to be happy. I missed your smile. I missed the lovely Yzabel. I missed my daughter."

Sobra akong naiiyak ngayon. Mahal na mahal ko si mommy. Siya nalang ang mayron ako. Hindi ko kaya kung pati siya ay mawawala sakin.

"I am now letting you choose your happiness. You deserve to be happy anak. Go on. Chase the things that can make you happy."

I hugged her tight as we both crying.

"I love you mommy."

"I love you too baby."

Mom kissed my forehead.

I'm ready. I am now ready to get her back.

I will now chase my happiness....

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Yey!!!

The story is about to end.
One or two chapters to go.
I decided talaga na hanggang 20 chapters lang ako.

I just wanna say Thank you so much for patiently waiting.

Love you guys!!!
🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼

~gatasowshie