Devran is a handsome, dominant, certainly arrogant, and aggressive Alpha who despises humans... Mira is a human. Both docile and beautiful. When this human finds herself in the lives of werewolves everything begins to change. Both tension and attra...
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What I saw when I was at the sacred meditation land made me curious to continue in my meditations. I spent a lot of time practicing lately. The vision of the flower came to me often and I finally remembered my drunken night when I spilled all the dead flowers onto the table and picked one in particular. I told it it deserved another chance at bloom and when I woke up it was a living flower again. I thought I went outside and picked another but I remember now that I never left the cottage that night.
That means something in my words had an effect on that flower. That's the secret I have been keeping. I have noticed that sometimes I can heal things. For example, the time I just suddenly had the knowledge on how to make a plant based cream for Nealin Sr and his very deep prominent scars. Then the flower.
And how about the night I asked the Moon Goddess to help me when I was lost in the forest and as if the world around me cooperated with my pleas I was suddenly able to see. I asked what I am and now I am starting to think it's something mystical and beyond reason.
I was afraid to tell anyone about it because that sounds crazy right? I never acknowledged any strange talents while growing up. I only ever felt connected to nature once I came here. I got more in tune with mother nature here, but still nothing had happened until recently and I didn't even have proof it was anything I actually did myself. I have since tried to revive a dead flower and nothing happened. I tried asking myself questions on how to make other serums or creams and nothing came to me.
So what is it? Am I losing my mind? So, I have been meditating and on the next full moon I will return to those sacred grounds and I will isolate myself beside that altar in that circle of trees and spend the three nights trying to figure things out with the guidance of the Moon Goddess. Maybe none of this is real but I was determined to find out.
I was with Melanie in the clearing we frequented, smoking herbs with her. I had been neglecting her a little bit because I had been busy working at the Pack house now that I was being paid wages and doing botany work or helping the elder wolves as I usually do. I also tried to have a home cooked meal prepared for Nealin at dinner time when he and I were usually home at the same time. I felt I owed it to him for letting me live there with him. I wanted to earn my right to stay.
"I feel like I should tell you something" Mel gained my attention. We were both leaning against a tree passing the rolled joint back and forth between us.
"What?" I asked hesitantly. "I saw Devran on what looked to be some kind of date last night" she leaned forward to peek at me. I sighed. I won't lie and say some stupid part within myself didn't feel the sting of that. It's stupid. He was an asshole to me. That Mate bond thing had confused my mind once I felt it break. Before that I hadn't even been trying to pursue Dev.
"I'm sure he runs through all the girls in this village. I'm not surprised" I said with as even a tone as I could manage. "Babes, you can't fool me. I know that bothers you" Mel called me out in Mel fashion. "It's not for the reasons you think. It's just...it's just dumb that he had been so aggressively possessive of me scaring off all men from me and now he is completely indifferent, and yet, I will forever be labeled as the Alpha's ex-mate" I rolled my eyes.
