Devran is a handsome, dominant, certainly arrogant, and aggressive Alpha who despises humans... Mira is a human. Both docile and beautiful. When this human finds herself in the lives of werewolves everything begins to change. Both tension and attra...
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I had been in the Sacred circle waiting to be captured because I was given a vision by the Moon Goddess that I would have to give my life for my pack to heal. I said yes. It's why I wanted to give my virginity to Devran. I wanted to feel him one more time before I went. It's why I kissed him goodbye like I meant it. It's why I told Jasper I love him and Melanie too. It's why I sat in the Sacred circle silently crying in my final moments. I said goodbye to the mother I'll never see again or even now be able to try to. I just cried a little to make my peace with the world.
When the men came I wasn't surprised, but naturally your fight or flight instincts kick in and I did scuffle with them a little bit until ultimately giving up and letting them take me away. Somewhere higher up the mountain. They suffocated me until I couldn't breathe enough to pass out and the next I knew I was in a cell or something. I only knew it was damp and had four walls oddly shaped with one bar style door that was locked.
I asked the Moon Goddess how I might die. I only asked that I don't have to be tortured before I do.
I didn't want to be in agony when I died. I've been in pain all my life. As a child I was in pain when I didn't have enough money for field trips so I was the only kid in class who didn't get to go each and every time. I was in pain when my mom would go on a bender and there was no food in the house so I had to endure the hungry pains of an empty belly until I couldn't take it anymore and I'd do things like eat spoonfuls of mustard because that was the only thing inside our fridge. I was in pain when I was chained to my bedroom floor and couldn't leave my room. And when they had forgotten me for two days and I defecated on myself. There are so many different kinds of pain and torture. Haven't I already been tortured enough?
Having no one to love me the right way. To have no one to look out for me and my well being. Of course I would sacrifice myself for Jasper, Melanie, our community, and Devran. I was shown love, and caring, and protection, and friendship, and I felt like I had a home for the first time in my life. Of course I would save them.
I laid on that cold ground for a long time in this cell that I am stuck in. I heard no noise outside and I feared the way they were going to kill me was simply by just leaving me here to starve to death or become hypothermic when the temperatures dropped and I was in little clothes and damp conditions. I've been starving before. I don't wanna do that again. Is that how I die? It would make sense as to why I haven't heard a damn sound since those men left me here. I'm just going to be left here to rot.
Nobody is coming for me.
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The longer I waited the more that pit in my stomach grew. I know how to self soothe though so I started doing what I used to do as a child when I was trying to make it through something bad. I would daydream about beautiful mystical places like purple fields with waterfalls like waterslides or as a mermaid in a castle under the sea. Only now as an adult my daydream was different.
