There is a part of me that I refuse to accept and a part of me that I fully embrace, I feel like a fraction of a person sometimes. I do like some aspects of the neglected part of me, I like the more ancient aspects of that side of me.
I feel part demon part angel, as if there is something wrong with me when I express the demon part and as if I am in my naturalist state when expressing my angel side.
What is this feeling? Why does it exist?
I know that in order to move forward with myself in a constructive manner that I need to learn to love my other half, to learn that it can be constructive and used for good.
If I am a mere human why do I feel like I am having an supernatural identity crisis? This is probably the more melodramatic aspect of my life, I am overthinking this part of me.
And my thoughts will on this matter will end for now. I think see a pattern of me getting tired or exhausted of thoughts that are more personal, it feels like as I try to dig to the root of my problems I back away with my chest heaviness.
Enough is enough for now.
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Abandoned Thoughts
PoetryA collection of thoughts that I will leave behind for new ones. I will put them together here as poems.
