Marvel Oneshots

Your enough ~Loki

Warnings: Feeling like your not good enough, self harm, swearing, anger issues, panic attack.

Thoughts = italics

3rd person pov

"I don't belong here." Y/n mumbled banging her head on the door. Y/n turned around sliding down the door she held her head in her hands as she cried. "I'm not good enough!" Y/n screamed punching the wall causing her hand to start bleeding. She walked to her bathroom and began to wash the blood off her hand. As she was washing the blood off her hand she looked into the mirror and felt anger bubble back up inside her, she punched the mirror causing it to shatter everywhere. Y/n collapsed to the ground shaking, her chest felt tight and it was getting hard to breath. Your not enough. Y/n grabbed a piece of glass from off the floor. Tears of both anger and sadness blurred her vision. Just die. Rolling up her sleeve she put the piece of glass to her wrist and in one swift movement cut along her wrist. Hurry up and die! She cut another line. They don't want you, no one wants you! And another. Stupid bitch. With every thought she cut another line on her arm. Soon she was sitting in a pool of her own blood sobbing.  The piece of glass had been thrown across the room and shattered into even smaller pieces. Y/n picked up another piece of glass pegging it at the wall. One by one she picked up every piece of glass throwing at the wall causing it to shatter into smaller pieces.

Loki had just gotten back from a run and was walking up to his room when he heard the glass shattering. Slowly he walked into y/n's room. "Y/n?" He yelled into the room. He heard the soft sobbing coming from the bathroom so he walked into the bathroom. The sight he was met with ripped his heart out. "Y/n!" He yelled dropping to the ground beside the broken girl. "Jarvis alert the team now!" He yelled as he looked around at the glass shattered everywhere and the pool of blood y/n was sitting in. "Why did you do this?" Loki asked softly
"Because I'm not enough." Y/n said barley a whisper.
"What do you mean y/n?"
"IM NOT FUCKING ENOUGH LOKI OK DO YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND IM. NOT. ENOUGH!!!" Y/n screamed before breaking down into tears.
"My love you are enough."
"No I'm not." She replied sounding defeated.
"Look at me." Loki said. When she didn't look at his he put his pointer finger under her chin lifting it up gently forcing her to look at him, "you are more than enough my love." A tear slipped from y/n's eye causing Loki's thumb to shoot up to it brushing it away. "My love I know what it feels like to feel like your not enough...but trust me your enough." Y/n's eyes met with Loki's as the pair slowly leaned in towards each other Bruce and Tony burst through the bathroom doors. "Y/n!" Tony yelled running over to her, "your ok." After a few seconds of hugging Tony pulled away slightly glaring at y/n, "Why did you do this!?"
"Because I didn't feel like I was enough for the team." Y/n whispered looking at the ground.  "Y/n of course your enough." Tony said looking at Bruce and Loki sadly, "your enough my love." Was the last thing y/n heard before she passed out.

No matter who you are you are enough for this world!!!!!! Don't ever feel like your not!!!!!

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~ Shayleigh 💜💙