violently hates self

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Vent......

Just got dumped at 6:30am and it's all my fault because I panic and freak out because of truama and I overwhelm everyone around me. Everyone I've ever liked has left for the same reason. It's always my fault I hate myself and my emotions so much I hate having BPD I hate everything about this I just hate it I hate I hate it. I don't want to be here no one will ever fucking love me the way I love them. I hate myself...why can't I do anything right? Why can't I be normal I hate this. I'll literally never have a good relationship.

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