Edluca oneshots <3

insane in the membrane

I'm going to weirdly talk about this but like why are my top 2 comfort games Alice madness returns and mad father 😰 I've been Playing Alice for years and it's a big comfort and every time I play it relate to it more and more which is genuinely kind of scary. Mainly because I feel like I shouldn't be realating to a version of Alice who was manipulated and was heavily accused for murdering her family and being treated like she was insane Because her therapist manipulated her and she lost a huge part of her memory because of it and throughout the game she is slowly remembering and seeing the truth then killed her therapist for what her did. Like I don't know man I feel like that's a little sus. I have a lot of post truamatic amnesia and I will Randomly recover memories and I'm just now actually remembering stuff that happened years ago. And I have what I like to call locked away truama which is why I have a Galatea and Luca alter. And then mad father is just insane human taxidermy 💀⚰️ basically. That one I guess is just an easy play and the music is nice. I have some really weird comforts like it's actually concerning. I could rant about my weird comforts which honestly I will because I want to. Ghost and Pals song hit like a truck⚰️ housewife radio sounds weird but then it hits and it's a lot deeper than it appears. Like the entire concept of the song is losing people you love and the grief that is bring. And the disassociative feeling it brings with the repeating pattern of depression. And it mentioned how even when they careful tried to nurture a friendship/relationship it still fell apart and they felt that no matter what they did it was never going to work. And the Appetite of a people pleaser is pretty self explanatory. They were never good enough for people not matter what they did they felt like the were not enough and everyone left them because they were imperfect. And anorexia because they stopped eating. Howl's moving castle is a whole level of just pain. The entire concept of calcifer is a heart wall. Howl had been hurt and didn't want to love anyone ever again because he was afraid. He was attractive and charming but he never could brings himself to actually love someone until he found Sophie. I literally cry over that movie it so good and so amazing for what?! It's underrated too🥲 anyway thank you to anyone who actually read this😳