2 months since I joined, I've known Bucciarati for two months, he and I have gotten along so well, he's very protective despite all I can do and I make jokes about him being my father.
He found out that I'm half Vampyre about a week ago, his reaction was little expected, I'd have thought he'd be mad or scared, but he didn't care, he said it didn't change anything.
I've made it to Abbacchio's graduation, I'm standing among the crowd in the hopes he won't see me, I stood with Bucciarati.
I have to stay at a distance, I won't be able to speak to Leone, but I would like to know he's doing well.
Diavolo tells me it's vital only I know who he is, he seems to trust me, I won't let him down.
I was proud for abbacchio for making it this far.
He was one of the many to look into the crowd for someone, he was probably looking for his girlfriend, I didn't see her though, that's what I thought of course until I saw him look at me, though I was deeply imbedded in the crowd, it must have been my hair that gave me away, "are you his sister?", Asked Bucciarati stood beside me, "he's the one with the white hair you said.".
I shook my head no and whispered to bucciarati, "No we are just friends... my brother had black hair".
"oh, were you with him before you came to join?", He asked looking at me now, "he's looking at you, so I take it you haven't stayed in touch? Will we talk to him?", He asked.
Diavolo said I shouldn't speak to Abbacchio, but if he speaks to me, then I'll respond, "yes.. he helped me out during my first few months here in Italy and yes I do wanna go speak with him, if the opportunity presents itself.".
"so why haven't you spoken to him lately?", Bucciarati asked curiously.
"..I don't want to get close.. I might hurt him.", I replied.
"if.. I ended up hurting him... I wouldn't forgive myself.. I've already hurt so many people I've gotten close to.".
"that's not a thing I think you should blame yourself for, try to keep in mind it's not your fault.", Bruno stated.
After the ceremony I went to leave with Bucciarati before a voice called, "wait, Y/N!", I turned to see who it was, Abbacchio pushed through some people and caught up with me, he apologized as he did.
"Leone..", I muttered, looking down and feeling very guilty.
"what's happened? Where have you been? Are you alright?", He asked looking very concerned, he looked at Bucciarati then back at me, "..is that Jotaro?", He asked.
I shook my head no, “no this is bruno…my- adoptive father..” I glanced at bruno and I saw the happiness in his eyes that I considered him a father.
"father..?", Abbacchio asked, "well that's wonderful, then you are being taken care of? If that's not Jotaro, then have you been able to reach out to Jotaro? Have you found your brother yet aswell?", He asked.
"I found Giorno a-and yes I am being taken care of.", I muttered in response, "I have to go now, I was glad I was able to come..", I mentioned before turning away.
"wait, will we be able to see each other again?", He asked.
I stopped, I knew we wouldn't be able to, I knew I wouldn't write or call, "..I don't know. ", I stated.
“Hopefully soon…” I said then I noticed he was wearing one of my old earrings.
After a bit me and bruno were walking home.
“…A…close friend…boyfriend kinda…after…what happened I’m afraid to go back I dont wanna hurt him…” I replied.
"boyfriend..? Y/N.. I don't know what happened, you haven't told me and even if you had I'm still sure I'd never be able to understand.. but you can't keep blaming yourself for these things, you'll live your life alone and sad if you do.", He replied.
He was right, “so what do you think i should do?".
He shook his head, "that's for you to decide, but you've made bad decisions so far, start making different ones now.", He stated.
… “Im going to go find jotaro…” Bruno finally gave me the confidence to go see jotaro.
Id hug bucciarati, “I promise I will come visit…I love you.", I stated sincerely.
"..so you're.. going?", He asked trying to sound manotoan.
I nodded, "..oh... You will still call me and talk whenever you can?", I nodded, "...and tell me if Jotaro ever hurts you?", He asked, I laughed a little and nodded.
A day later I was in a secluded spot, speaking with Diavolo.
"I didn't know you have another personality.", I stated.
He nodded, "..I don't you two to be interacting with each other, so when you see him, wait until you can talk to me.. though.. since you'll be leaving, it's pointless, isn't it?", He asked, ".. you'll be back, soon right?".
I nodded, "I'll visit often!", I stated, "..but I've spent so long away from Jotaro.. I don't want to worry or confuse him.".
He went silent for a moment, "...okay, in an emergency, you can always call me, in an emergency, you can interact with Doppio.", He stated, "and.. when the time comes and Jotaro ends up doing something stupid.. like all young men do, tell me, it will be quick and silent, it will even look like an accide--", I cut him off.
"What?! No! There will be no killing!!", I demanded, he laughed a little and nodded.
"..then I suppose that's all we need to say before you go... Goodbye Y/N.", He stated.
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Moonlight Shadow (Jotaro x Reader)
FanfictionY/N, 156 cm, white haired, soft spoken, innocent baby blue eyes was the person least expectant to be the daughter of DIO, she's 17 years of age and takes all physical advantages on her mother's side, though her mental capacity is clearly on her fath...