Her Bad Habits!

"New Disappointments."

**Kira's POV**

I always wake up after Alex but today she overslept and i didn't wake her up because she honestly needed the rest. I went to wash my face, brushed my teeth and went down for coffee. I politely greeted Selena as she handed me a cup of coffee, I honestly loved Selena so much, she had soo much love to give...she...she was just perfect. I took my coffee with me back to Alex's room and  sat down by the window. I admired the sun rise as my thoughts consumed me...I drifted away. A notification came in on Alex's computer which made me jump. I quickly stood up, went over to the computer that lit and sat down. It was an email from a university...well University of Oxford to be specific.I slowly turned around to check whether Alex was up or not, she was still fast asleep. I turned back to the screen and tapped on the email, viewing it. What?! My mind asked. I slowly turned and went back to the window and sipped on my coffee. A few minutes later Alex woke up, "Morning." She said. I kept quiet and fixed my gaze outside the window, "babe?" She asked as she got out to bed and made her way to me. "When were you going to tell me?" I asked, my gaze still fixed outside."Wh...what are you talking about?" Alex stuttered. I pointed at the computer which was still lit, Alex moved slowly towards the desk and sat down in front of the computer and quietly read the email.

She then slowly turned and looked at me with her eyes filled with excitement."Oh my word!" She exclaimed. So she is excited,i thought to myself. I just stared at her with no emotion or whatsoever, she walked up to me and said "I can explain." OH BOY! I thought as we sat on the bed, "So..." She started, "Months ago, i got my parents to apply for me cause i knew they would be able to send it through without waiting for weeks or months, It...it was a quick decision i made cause i was mad, i was...hurt." She lowed her tone. "Hurt?" I asked(It was honestly dumb for me to ask cause i was not ready for the answer honestly.). She looked at me and fixed her gaze on me, "Yes, hurt." She said, still her gaze on me, "when you kept second optioning me, when you hardly chose me, whereas i would have chose you in a heartbeat, everyday!" She said with a stern voice and glassy eyes. I looked down and bit my lip as hard as i could to stop the tears from rushing down. "I'm sorry." I whispered and left the room before she could say anything. I went outside and sat by the garden, while i entertained my thoughts. I hated it when Alex got like this...you know aggressive, rude, hurtful, i mean i know I've hurt her but she promised me that she's past it just like how i'm past her cheating with my Aunt. I shivered at this thought as a memory of that day played in my head. I gently rubbed my forehead which pained so hard. I drifted away into my thoughts ignoring the aching pain. After what seemed like an hour, I snapped myself back to reality, stood up and made my way to the house as soon as i got to the door, the pain on my forehead intensified, my vision blurred up and i felt myself hit the ground. 

I woke up in Alex's room, with her pacing up and down. "Why is it cold in here?" I asked her as i shivered. "Oh babyyy," She said, "You were burning up so i turned on the AC." She continued as she turned it off and came back to sit next to me. "Are you okay?" She asked as she gently rubbed my arm up and down and kissing the back of my hand. "Umm...yeah I'm fine." I said trying to recall my last event. "Were you overthinking cause this happens only when you give your brain too much to handle." She said looking at me, I looked away and gave no answer. "I'm sorry." She continued, "It's probably my fault, i shouldn't have said what i said." I looked at her but before i could say anything, she smashed her lips against mine and said "I love you, never forget that." I was pulled into a tight hug, "Is this my Alex?" I thought to myself cause I swear she felt weird.