le vie en rose

CHAPTER 6: panic in the night

Jinx P.O.V

it was the middle of the night when I woke up suddenly, I was a little out of it but I was still really tired after my mission, I looked down to see Amelia lying on my chest sleeping like the angel I know she is. She is looking a lot better then she did this morning and that makes me happy.

when I was first taken in by Silco I was so scared and hurt about what I did but I was given a gift, that gift was an adorable little monkey with gorgeous blue eyes, with a smile that could make even the coldest of hearts smile as well, I have even seen sevika smiling when Amelia smiles and that is a hard job to do because Sevika is a cold hearted bitch.

I was so lost in my own thoughts I didn't notice Amelia shifting in her sleep I was so out of it until I heard her sleepy angelic voice

"you okay Jinxy"

I looked down at the half asleep girl in my arms and gave her a little nod and started playing with her hair so she can go back to sleep. I could tell she was still a bit poorly so I didn't want to keep her awake for to long. When I thought she was back to sleep I could feel myself thinking and my brain was taking me to the very thing I didn't want to think about what I heard milo say on the mission.

what if she did leave me.

No she wont she has already said that she wont leave me and she promised and I know I can trust her.

But what if someone took her from me.

that made me freeze and I stopped stroking her hair, I was just lying there looking at the roof, I could feel myself getting angrier and angrier as I kept thinking theses thoughts. No, no one is ever going to take her from me its not happening and I wont let it happen.

"Jinxy you are crushing me, Cant breath birdy"

I snapped out of it when I once again hared her Angel voice making me realise that she was still here with me in my arms and I was holding her to tight to me. I had this fear that if i let her go she is going to disappear which made my eyes water a bit. I let go of her slightly so she can sit up a bit and look at me.

"what's the matter and why are you trying to suffocate me in my sleep birdy"

I didn't want to tell her because I didn't want her to worry or find out how much she actually means to me. When I kept silent she gave me this look, A look saying tell me or I will make you tell me. It made me crack and i told her what I was thinking and how it scared me. god this woman has me wrapped around her finger. I refused to make eye contact with her i was to embarrassed about what I admitted.

"okay Jinxy listen to me, first i will never leave you forced or otherwise and second I will never let anyone take me away from you the same way i know I will never let anyone take you from me"

She lifted my chin so i was looking right into her perfect eyes.

"are you listening to me birdy I'm not going anywhere you are stuck with me"

I gave her a nod and cuddled back into her. She is to good for me and I'm so lucky to have her in my life I would be lost without her crap..... I'm in love with my best friend.

Amelia P.O.V

Jinx has fallen back to sleep with my arms wrapped around her and her head in the crook of my neck. I do worry about her sometimes but i know when the worst comes to worst I would never leave her nothing in the world will change that. She is the best thing in my life and I would be lost with out her. She may be a bat crap crazy bomb nut but she is my Bat crap crazy bomb nut.

When i knew she was asleep I let myself relax and fall asleep my self in the warm embrace of my crazy best friend, the most perfect person i have ever met. Crap.... i love my best friend.

No ones P.O.V

Amelia and Jinx fell back asleep with this new information on both of there minds and wondering what that are going to do about it. They both had new found worries but they also know that noting in this world would come between the two of them.

the two girls have been threw a lot together and it has made an un breakable bond between them. Jinx knows everything about Amelia and Amelia knows everything about Jinx and even with this new found information they both hope noting changes them. 

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