His Lips Were As Pink As Cherry Blossoms

Chapter 10: Jesus-

After the first day Hinata saw Kageyama's show he's went to everyone. Often getting invited on the stage. Recently, Kageyama has been getting aggressive with Hinata again. But not in an angry way. More in a sexually tense way. Pinning him against beds and walls. Hinata loved it, he would get pinned against a wall by Kageyama any day. It was Monday, he went back to school in the morning. Doing the usual, he rode his bike to school and searched for Kageyama. It was their senior year, they were both 22 and ready to be done. Kageyama spotted Hinata in the crowd and grabbed his wrist, yanking him away to the locker room. Once they got there Hinata was pinned up against a locker, his thigh being held up by Kageyama's free hand as they made out. Tanaka walked in.

"Knock it off you're making me feel single."

Kageyama looked over at him for a split second before going back to practically shoving his tongue down Hinata's throat.

"You're so goddamn... hot Shoyo"

He picked up the boy and they slammed against another set of lockers. Tanaka left at this point. Hinata tugged on Kageyama's hair as they made out, entangling his fingers in it.

"Get to class lovebirds!"

Coach, they should probably get going, would hate to get excluded from practice, Hinata gave Kageyama one more kiss before hopping down and running to class. He'd see him later and they could do whatever they pleased.

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Fifth period came around and Hinata wanted nothing but to be with Kageyama. He spaced out thinking about him.

"Hinata, wanna share your daydreams with the class?"

"No sir."

The teacher resumed to asking him a question he didn't know the answer to.

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The bell rang and Hinata went to the restroom, he stared at himself in the mirror as someone came up behind him, wrapping his arms around his waist and burying his face in his neck.

"Figured I'd find you here, what're you staring for?"

Hinata examined his face, pointing out all his flaws in his head. Kageyama could see his expression change, he gets more and more numb the longer he stares.

"Baby stop-"

Kageyama gently put his hands over Hinata's eyes. This was worrying him. He didn't want Hinata to feel this way. He felt Hinata shake as he sobbed. This wasn't how their afternoon was supposed to go. Kageyama picked Hinata up by his thighs and left school, ignoring all the stares he was getting.

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They decided to go to Kageyama's place today, his parents weren't ever home. Kageyama sat Hinata down on the bed and went to go make them some food. Hinata got up and headed to the bathroom. A big full-size mirror was hung on the door. He took his shirt off and stared into it. He began to cry again, hating how he looked nude. He regretted all the times he let Kageyama see him undressed. He vowed to never do it again. He sat on the floor, curled up in a ball, and cried his heart out.

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Kageyama heard the sobs from the kitchen. He turned the stove off and walked up to the door.

"Shoyo?"

"Shoyo can you let me in please?"

Hinata didn't answer, but Kageyama could hear his cries, he sounded like he was in pain. Kageyama found the key to the door in the junk drawer and opened it.

"NO GET OUT!"

Hinata tried to cover himself. Kageyama shouldn't have to pretend to like him and his body. He was a pig. A slob.

"Baby its okay.."

"GET OUT"

"I'm not gonna just leave you in here to cry Shoyo."

"PLEASE TOBIO JUST GET OUT"

"Fine."

Kageyama left the room and shut the door behind him, but he sat next to the door. He heard Hinata put his shirt on, talking to himself. 

"Fucking fat ass, stop eating. I'm so gigantic if I starve myself maybe I'll be more pretty. Maybe he'll like me more. Than I'll allow him to see me undressed again." he painfully laughed to himself.

Kageyama opened the door again.

"Tobio please-"

He picked him up and set him on the counter, putting his hands on his face.

"Do not ever talk to yourself like that again."

"But-"

"Do not."

"I-I'm sor-"

He cut him off with his lips, Hinata kissed back. Kageyama put his hands under his shirt and ran his hands along his figure. This caused Hinata to panic. "He can feel how fat I am he can feel the creases." He pulled away, and tried to push Kageyama away.

"Shoyo it's okay."

"NO YOU CAN FEEL HOW DISGUSTING I AM"

"SHOYO"

The smaller boy jumped at the screaming, startled. He put his arms up to defend himself. Kageyama looked at him with tears in his eyes.

"I'm sorry," Kageyama said as he left the room.

Hinata began to tremble and get dizzy, he had never felt this way before. Before he knew it he was unconscious, he fell off the counter and hit his head on the tile floor.

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Kageyama heard the noise from the other room.

"Shoyo!? What was that?!"

He didn't get an answer, but when he found his lover passed out on the floor he didn't care about anything but him.

"SHOYO"

He picked the boy up bridal style, he slowly opened his eyes.

"Oww, what the fuck happened."

"YOUR HEAD. I-ITS BLEEDING"

"Quiet down would you Tobio I'm probably fine."

Kageyama placed him back on the counter and cleaned his small wound, it just happened to bleed a lot due to it being on his head. He also checked for a concussion, surprisingly, Hinata didn't have one. He picked Hinata up again once he finished dressing his wound and laid him in bed. He then brought them both food and sat down beside him. Kageyama began to eat, Hinata left his untouched. Once Kageyama finished his he remembered what Hinata said earlier. He wasn't gonna let him starve himself. He climbed over onto Hinata's lap and attempted to spoon food into his mouth. Hinata refused, claimed he wasn't hungry.

"Please Sho, just a few bites."

Hinata eventually gave in, eating a few bites of food. It felt good yet terrible to have something in his stomach. Kageyama kissed him, putting his hands on the small of Hinata's back. Hinata kissed back, this made him forget about himself and made him focus on Kageyama. Kageyama pulled away.

"Do you wanna go drink?"

"U-uh sure?"

Kageyama smiled and got up, changing into some of the nicer clothes he left at Hinata's. Hinata hesitantly got up and did the same. He took his shirt off and searched for something nicer to wear. Kageyama, who was also shirtless, walked over behind him and wrapped his arms around his waist, kissing his neck.

"Jesus- You're so fucking pretty."

He left hickeys all over the side of Hinata's neck, bite marks here and there. Maybe Hinata wasn't as bad as he thought he was.