Sunday, April 12, 2015

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What is the definition of being a good person? Today I have realized that no one can truly be good because. Being purely good is not just being good to others but it's being good to your own self as well. I haven't been very good to myself for years. I doubt myself every single day and when someone says something bad about me I let those horrible feelings into my heart. I've been torturing myself with other people's poor judgment of who I am. Why must I hurt myself so much? These people don't even matter to me.

I hurt myself in the worst ways when I bring hopes up high and then I crash them down only after an entire night. I've promised myself that I was going to change and everything was going to get better. Believe me I want change and I need change. I know how to change but my body and my mind will not give into it. I hate myself for being this way. This way really doesn't represent all of me but obviously people are going to seek out the worst reason why people can't change themselves. I would actually define a judgmental person an undignified asshole. Who are you to judge other people problem when you fucking know that you have problems of your own? A giant fuck you to those of you that are undignified assholes!

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