~My Family~ [SBI Oneshots]

It's what the voices told me to do.

A/N: The first Techno story of this book 👌

TW: Voices, implyed SH, ED

Techno - 17
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Third Person's POV:

I sat in class holding my pen and looking at my textbook. It looked like I was studying, but it just wasn't going to happen. I couldn't focus on the words. My head was pounding. Then I heard a familiar voice.

You're going to fail you're class.

Techno knew the voice well. It was what he heard when everyone else heard silence. What he heard when he made all of his wrong decisions.

I feel sick. The words make no sense.

That's what you get when you don't eat for over 30 hours.

You told me to do that!

So? I'm looking out for you. I don't want you to get fat.

It doesn't matter what my size is! It literally doesn't matter.

Then why haven't you eaten in over 30 hours?

Techno knew he couldn't reason with the voices. And as much as he didn't want to admit it, he agreed with them. He hated his body. And himself. But the voices fueled that fire and made his self hatred strong.

I see you have no comebacks. You really are weak.

I'm stronger then most others.

How so?

I successfully live with you.

I would've thought those red marks on your arms beg to differ.

Techno felt his scabs start to itch as he was reminded of them. He knew it was not a good coping mechanism, but it helped him so much that he had little to no intention to stop.

Those marks are none of your business.

We share a mind, pig. You can't tell me what to do, and what to not talk about.

Maybe not, but I can force you to shut up!

Hah! Give that a try why don't you.

Yes. I will. Now SHUT UP!

Suddenly everything was silent.

Techno was a little shocked.

It'd worked! He'd shut the voice up!

But he knew that when it came back it'd be angry. And another argument would happen.

Arguments took so much of Techno's energy. And seeing as he hadn't eaten anything for so long, he felt faint, and ready to collapse.

But he wasn't going to eat.

Because - he didn't want to look fat.

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A/N: I'm weirdly proud of myself for that chapter. I hope it was good, as I don't proof read 😬.

Word Count: 413 ( sorry the chapter was short )

-Aurora 💗