"Sunoo, please don't fail me." Sunghoon sighed in his mind as he stare at the young man walking in distance.
He was full of jelousy that's why he didn't say a word to Jake. If he answered Jake ealier there'll be a possibility he can tell the young man how huge is his feeling for it and how jelous is he to Heeseung.
His fear might happen. Him losing Jake might happen if he won't control his feeling towards Jake. Now, he's cracked up.
Him saying his feelings about Sunoo was not his plan. But he can't control it anymore.
He spill the tea to someone who's close to Heeseung now his regreting it.
He's afraid Sunoo will tell it to Heeseung and Heeseung will tell it to Jake.
In the first place, Sunoo will choose his brother than him and that's what makes him anxious and nervous.
He sighed and shook his head as he took his eyeglasses off and wipe his sweat from his forehead to his eyes and cheek.
"Why am I sweating?" his forehead crampled.
"It's cold here outside and I'm sweating?" he added then shook his head in disbelief. He stood up and walk back home.
When he got home, Jake was not there. He sighed. He gets inside his room, "I don't know what to do now." he looks at the window.
While he was staring outside out of his head he heard kids laughing. "It's snowing!" a kid said cheerfully that made him look at the kid who's outside playing with his friends.
He smiled as he saw the snow falling on his window. "I wish Jake will notice me." he smiled then closed the curtain and sat on his bed when he heard a knock.
He run towards the door thinking Jake was knocking.
He opened the door.
"Hi." the guy smiled.
"Su-Sunoo?" his forehead crampled and the younger smiled. "Yes it's me." he chuckled.
"What are you doing here?" he sighed with a smile. "Oh, I feel so lonely in our house. Am I disturbing you?" Sunoo asked. He shook his head. "Oh no. Come in." he smiled then Sunoo gets inside their dorm.
"Your place is good." Sunoo smiled. "And it smells so good." he added with a chuckle.
"I'll take that as a compliment." Sunghoon chuckled. "It's snowing outside." Sunghoon smiled then walks to the kitchen, "Yeah, it's cold." Sunoo sat on the couch.
"You want anything? Hot choco? Milk? Coffee?" Sunghoon asked from the kitchen. "Hot choco will do hyung." Sunoo answered.
While Sunghoon was preparing the hot choco, he's thinking if Sunoo is trusted or not.
His secret was now spilled and he regret it telling Sunoo about it. Now, he's relying to Sunoo, his secret feelings to Jake is now in Sunoo.
If Sunoo will spread it, his secret won't be a secret anymore.
Eventhough, he himself can tell that it's not a secret anymore cause he said it to Sunoo. But he must be hopeful that Sunoo won't tell it.
He puts the hot water on the mug when the hot water was spilled on his thumb. "Argh!" he shouted in pain.
"Hyung?" Sunoo called him and walk towards him. "Are you okay?" Sunoo looks at him. "I spilled a hot water on my hand." he sighed then looks away. "Oh leave it. I'll take care of it." Sunoo held his wrist and they sat on the couch.
"Do you have any cream for this?" Sunoo asked while looking at him, he shook his head. "Oh. Uhmm, where's your toothpaste?" the younger asked, "In the kitchen." Sunghoon sighed.
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The Ramyeon House
FanfictionA man looking for a job to support his studies got hired on a Ramyeon store. He works hard and nice until a guy came in to his life that made him inspire and feel loved. But the guy is scared of commitment. Will Jake feel happiness or pain?What will...