𝖠𝖭𝖫 (𝖧𝗎𝖺𝗇𝗀 𝖱𝖾𝗇𝗃𝗎𝗇)

𝐓𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲-𝐭𝐰𝐨

"Leave me alone, can you?" Renjun snaps at Ahnjin. Ahnjin sighs looking up on the man. "I'm not following you" She force a smile. "Whatever. Just, don't show up in front of me. I'm uncomfortable" Renjun look down on her level. "Hey" She calls, can't hold it anymore. "Throughout the year we are neighbor and childhood friends, why..."

"Why do you suddenly push me away?"

"Did I do something or do you just really hate me?" She narrates. "I hate you." Renjun replied. "Why? Is it because I like you?" She stares at the man. "We were so close, why did you suddenly hate me? You promise me" She continues. "You promise me that you won't hurt me, but right now, you're hurting me"

"It hurts so much" Her tears fell nonstop. She hit her chest as she felt pool of tears streaming down on her cheeks. "My chest hurt so much. It hurts." She howls. "You should stop liking me, you're not for me and I'm not for you" Renjun softly look at her but the coldness is visible to her. The stare was empty and cold. So empty. Not a single adoration was present. "Am I ugly?"

Renjun almost let out a no but stops himself. He brush away his thoughts composing himself. "I need to go" He said, as usual. "There you go again, you need to go again."

"Why do you keep running away?

Renjun sip alcoholic beverage as he sit by the balcony staring at the night view by his house. "You're running away this time" He let out a painful chuckle. "We will never work at this rate"

Ahnjin walk down the stairs, the empty and silent living room welcomes her. She walk straight to the kitchen getting a bottle of water. "Hello?" She answers Renjun's call. "Where are you?" The man deeply asks. "Home, why?" She answers. "Come out"

Ahnjin took a deep breath pulling the gate slightly open to let herself out. She fix her cardigan approaching the car park on her house. She knock on the window which it response with it going down. "Come in" Renjun says. She nods entering the car. The window immediately slid up, engulfing the tiny space of the car dims. "What...what brings you here at this time?"

She don't even know why she's nervous. Her nostrils were filled with the man's perfume and some alcoholic beverages she don't what. "Did...did you drink?" She fidget her fingers, still nervous. "Yes, I was thinking and I thought I had to see you" Renjun answers, not giving her a look. "Why?"

"I was thinking of how I'll fix our relationship and I'm pissed" Renjun answers. The silence in the room were so loud that her breathing was heard. "Is that why you came here? You're pissed?" She stammer. "Yes, I think I should let out my anger" Renjun face her. His skin glistening through the neighborhood light from the outside and to the car glass. "Why to me?"

"Cause you're the reason why I'm like this"

"And you should take responsibility for it." Renjun's deep stare at her deepen. She fumbles to the lock on the door beside her in case something happen. "Renjun, you're drunk. You should go home, huh?" She hides her panicking self. "I'm not going home"

"Then, stay here for the night. Let's go inside"

With all much struggle, she help Renjun in her room as quiet as she can. "Jaemin move out already but his room is still his so stay here, huh?" She softly place the man on the bed. Renjun sat on her bed stripping his jacket. "I'll get you water, alright?" She exits her room going straight to the kitchen.

Trembling, she dials Haechan's number. "Please. Please answer" She panics. "Do you know what time is it?" Haechan answer the call. "Haechan! Come here, right now" She said, fast. "Ah. Why? I'm tired and I'm sleepy" Haechan whines. "Renjun is here! I'm scared and he's drunk" She shouts. "Renjun? It's 2am,what's he doing there? And—"