𝖠𝖭𝖫 (𝖧𝗎𝖺𝗇𝗀 𝖱𝖾𝗇𝗃𝗎𝗇)

𝐅𝐢𝐯𝐞

"Is there any specific stuff you want to do?" Renjun ask Ahnjin while he focus on the road. "Orchestra?" The woman replied. "Orchestra? Alright, I'll look for one" He pull over. Once he settle the car, he took out his phone.

"Renjun" The woman calls. "Yes?" He look up. "What did you do in the three years you were in the US?" Ahnjin stare at him. "I study all day long because I wanted it to be done" He honestly answer. "Did you date someone?"

"No, I focus on my study so I could return as soon as possible. I was offer to stay there and work at the best hospital in the US however, I refuse it. I wanted to fix things with you"

"I...heard from Haechan" He adds. "What?" Ahnjin replied. "What happened the day you broke up with me, I didn't know. I'm sorry" He look down. "I was so tired that day, I thought if I see you after that nightmare things would somehow get better or I'll feel less miserable"

"But when I arrive at the hospital, I found out you're flying somewhere. And you left during our break up. I was so lonely, I'm sorry if I cause you so much trouble" Ahnjin look away. "No, don't be. It's my fault."

Arriving in the venue, they both went straight to their seat which is beside each other. They did not wait long, the play streets right away. Ahnjin stay still, watching the play quietly. It has always been here dream to go to a orchestra with Renjun. Well even without Renjun, she wanted to go to one. However, she was so young back then and her brother never allows her to go out at the time said.

She's been lying to her brother so much. As far as she hates it, she has to keep all the things she did with Renjun by herself. Her brother is scary when he's mad. She know it more than anyone else.

"Ahnjin" Sighing, she tilt her head facing Renjun who holds his ringing phone. "Go, I'll watch it myself" She says. "Let's watch it next time, together" Renjun replied. "I want to watch it. You can go" She snaps. "Yeah, I'll be there" Renjun ends the call. "Then, text me when you get home"

Ahnjin walk alone in the dark, she ends up watching the whole 3 hours orchestra by herself. Gripping on her bag, she sighs as the wind blew. She knew nothing will work out with Renjun and yet, she let her heart to take over.

She agreed to go on a date since she's expecting a lot. But knowing how busy the man, she knew it's impossible. But still, there's a single hope inside her that their relationship could somehow work. It's so wrong of her to believe it would work out.

"Where have you been?" Jaemin welcomes. She strip off her heels wearing her indoor slippers. "Just somewhere" She softly answer walking in the living room. "Hyesun is hospitalized. I called Renjun even if it's his day off" Jaemin calls. She halts facing her brother. "What happened to Hyesun?"

"She needs a surgery as soon as possible and I cannot call anyone else but Renjun. There's a hint of miscarriage. She's still in the OR, it's been 2 hours now" Jaemin answer. "What happened?" She repeats. "Her Mom and her fought, Auntie accidently hit her stomach quite strong. She bleeds"

"Then, what are you doing here? Go to Hyesun" She declared. "I will. Will you go? Let's go together" She nods walking over to the door again. She put on her shoes following her brother out.

"Mom!" Jaemin run towards his Mom follow Ahnjin. "Are they done?" She ask her Mom. "Not yet" She nods sitting down. "Mom, did Renjun said something? How about my child?" Jaemin panics. "I don't know" Their Mom cried.

"Jaemin" Renjun exits the operation room stripping off his disposable gloves. "Renjun" Jaemin approach his friend. "We somehow save her and the baby. We just need to wake her up" Renjun smiles. "Thank you" Jaemin heave a sigh of relief hugging his friend. "No problem. I'll go fix her room" Renjun pass them.

"Hey" Renjun exits the room approaching her. "Hey" She spin her body. "I'm sorry about earlier, I just can't reject it. It's your brother" Renjun nods. "It's fine. I understand" She slightly smiles. "You know...I'm sorry for ignoring you there. Jaemin was...present and watching us"

"You don't have to greet me every other time"

"Is it really the end? You're ending it just like that?" Renjun sighs. "I end it ages ago. We should cool off now" She nods. "No we don't, you did not hear me out. At least hear me out"

"I can't, if I do, I'll lost it again. I'm sorry" She shakes her head. "Why? Is there any others reason? What's the reason? Can you tell me?" The man softly speaks. "I can't because me myself don't know what's the reason. We should settle as friends"

"Do you think a person who once share a very deep serious relationship can still be friends? There's a no such a thing" Renjun states. "Then let's end things" She simply replied. "It would be better if you'll shut up.  You keep saying words like you're not hurting me. I can feel things too, stop trying to act like I did the most horrible thing. Can't you at least be careful of your words? You're hurting me.. It hurts so much, at least think of what I'm feeling."

"Why do you have to be so mean? You're hurting me nonstop" Renjun tears up.
"You hurt me too" She replied. "More than you thought so. And you're not aware of it, like always" She adds. "Like always? Do you have to slap it to me that I'm barely beside you? I tried my best to keep up with you."

"You don't know how much I tried to get in touch with you but this damn work is getting in the way!"