Mateo knew that his heart still beats for his ex.
She's the girl he used to love.
Or maybe still in love.
He wanted to be with Nathalia.
No matter how bad he wants to be with her,he still couldn't forget his ex.
He was confident that he could be with Nathalia one day.
If he keep on trying,
She made him feel safe and comfortable.
She made him feel appreciated.
Worthy.
Special.
She made him feel like he's the luckiest guy on earth .
But he deep down he knew that he doesn't deserves her.
He wants to tell her the truth .
He fucked up.
He should've known that he will make Nathalia keep on hoping on their situationship.
He doesn't wanna hurt Nathalia.
She's the one he wants to go out on a date with.
But not the one he wants to be with.
But.
To her,
He's the one she wants and need in her life.
He knew he has to come clean to her.
Before she fell even harder for him.
Not knowing,she already fell so hard so deep for him.
One night,he knew he will hurt her tonight.
But he couldn't take it anymore.
He needs to be honest.
It's better to be honest isn't it?
He couldn't bare watching her getting the butterflies from him meanwhile he felt nothing.
He also knew that after he confesses the truth,he needs to be distant.
Eventhough it hurts.
This situation will not just gonna hurt but also him.
He wishes that he could turn back the freaking time to tell her the truth before he gave her hopes.
But it's too late.
There's alot of guys that will be better than him,more good looking than him
But to girls,
They will only choose the guy they're more comfortable with rather than the good looking one.
The one that treats them like a queen.
They rather choose to be with an ugly guy with a good heart than to be with a goodlooking hot stuff guy but is a playboy.
He wants to meet her parents.
The first brave guy to meet the 2 person who meant alot to her.
He doesn't want her to prioritize him as his first or second or even third.
He wants to the last she could ever think of.
He knew how bad he is for her
And how too good she is for him.
He wants to be with her.
But no matter how bad he wants,
He dont want to her his second choice.
Knowing he still have a feelings for his ex.
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RomanceNathalia Gray, a nerdy looking but friendly girl who love to play with her phone almost all the time met a boy on a famous website or we all know as online named Mateo Sebastian. Day by day, they've been talking virtually,she fell for him harder.Doe...
