If It Ain't You

Him And Her

The next day,Mateo lose his focus on his work cause of what happened last night.

Today doesn't seem right.
Not like usual.
He didn't send her goodmorning texts.
She didn't receive his goodmorning texts.

For the first time,he listened to her crying instead of her laughter.

Everything seems so different.

"I promise her I wouldn't leave her.Being distant will hurt her too much and if I leave her,she will hurt even more.I just can't.She deserves the whole world,better than me."

She wokes up early just to receive his goodmorning texts.But no.He didn't text her.

Her day starts with tears.
Not as usual.
Her days used to start with cupcakes,rainbows and butterflies.
But not today.

She listened to sad songs.
Lay down on her bed the whole day.
Thinking how not good enough she is.
That she didn't deserve love not just from him but everyone.

Emersyn and Sameera tried their best to cheer her up.

It didn't work.

Love wasn't on her side.

She love him too early
And he didn't love her.
Not too late.
It's just NEVER.

He likes her but he didn't love her.

He wasn't over his past.

His ex ruined him.
His heart can't be fixed by her.
No matter how bad he wanted to be with Nathalia,
He just can't.
His heart is still with his ex.
He doesn't want to make Nathalia his second choice.
Nathalia doesn't deserve to be the second choice or even a choice.
She deserves to be someone's first and last.

Since that day,Nathalia still crying no matter how hard she tried not to.
She try to make herself busy.
She still think about him.

She thought he's the one.

He once said "If we're meant to be,we will be together.It may not be now but in the future"

She decided to wait for him.

"Don't wait for me,I don't want you to get hurt even worst than this.I can't promise you shits Nathalia,I'm bad for you and you're too good for me"

Nathalia didn't care.
What a hard headed person she is.