Ok this chapter is the start of my troubles the deep side no one knows. So you've probably heard the saying don't kiss and tell, well it's like that but don't read and tell. this book is personal so there's people that I know and I want them to know but not others. so if your reading now keep it to yourself tell people about the book but don't read out load ok.
I met some new friends for sure first there's debora, she is always saying she try's to fit in be normal have people that like her. But it confuses me cus she says these thing whilst there's about 15 people standing around who care for her. Then all of a sudden she shouting at them to go away, so she's pushing them away making them think she doesn't care for them. I've never had the guts to say that out loud and I never will. There's nothing wrong with her it's just that part of her confuses me.
Then there's Alana, when I think about it I king of admire her because she's not someone who load of guys like. Also she's not tall or perfectly skinny, but that's why I love her cus she's not a typical peffect girl. Plus she's very funny and if you know her there's the weird side of her; for her sake I'm not going to mention it.
Callum, the person who keeps asking me to add them in to my story. Now he confuses me he says one thing a means another however he's not very strait forward it takes him like 3 days for him to make me understand something. To be honest I don't like him sometime because well he probably think the same for me, I don't know the main reason but it happens in arguments and he's always on the other person side.
Also there's Lewis, now I REALLY don't understand him. To me he's very innocent he gets blamed for thing and then he doesn't understand what there talking about cus he didn't do it. Also he's caring he cares for Debora (his girlfriend) a lot all the time, but like closed off and shy but that's really it.
So these are the people I met the people who started it off. My arms were clean so were my legs, pail and clean. but then I meat these people and it's not there fault, but these were the days it all when down hill.
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