Wow this is harder to write that I imagined, to pour out my thought emotions and secrets the thing that started it all its overwhelming in a confused shocked way. ok so let's start so this its me Amelia and this is my story.
I walked into school on my first day of secondary school to admit I was terrified, this school was like 5x more pupils than my last school and 7x bigger than the building. I made friends quite fast and got a great tutor sadly stuck with Blondie well Quinnley the guy every girl drulled over to be honest it made me sick to watch my friend melted in front of him and all I wanted to do was slap him round his stupid face. I think about it that I would be nicer to him if I wasn't so scared of thing so self protective but that will never happen not since all that's happened. I'm getting ahead of the story now let's get back on track. After a few moths half my tutor learned to not give a crap about me and the rest probably hates me but there's some special occasions in there. For instance my friends like well Darcy my cousin I love her but I think she just notices me to annoy me or take the piss. But Jaz aka Jasmine is a true friend I love her she's funny, caring, annoying, and we get along great and to be honest I think she looks pretty in whatever stupid face she pulls. Ye so I'm jealous of how perfect she looks to me tall, pretty, and thin plus she dated Quinnley which I don't care about but if she wasn't so nice and likeable, I bet half the girls in our year would hate her cus they would be so jealous. Then there's Ava my bæ and if you don't know what that means I suggest googling or you are just sick of he
aring not seeing the word bæ or your amazing and don't give a shit. Back to the story. So I love Ava I call her avacardi some times tho cus she doesn't mind, but I only call her that cus its part of her Instagram name. She's nice, Wierd, funny, and is hilarious in awkward situations so Ye I love her to bits and I don't want to loose her or jaz we r like the 3 fucked up amigos well in my eyes. And the last person is Millie I don't really know if we are still friends but we get along just she gets angry and I mean really angry when I annoy her but I laugh cus u find it funny. But she's jokes and I love her she's great she perfect she is Millie her spekial retarded self jk. Oh and their one last person but they don't care about me anymore they don't love me anymore it's just if I'm not lying I want to tell the full truth. so there's one more person in my tutor who cares or at least used to, Mitchell aka my ex-boyfriend I did like him for a bit and then I was over it, but everyone said we should go out and then we just did I really did like him you could say loved but then stuff happened and it was over but I'll have to get to that later cus we are not quite there yet we have a long way to go yet.
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