Sincerely, Vantae

Silver Key

LILI

Two weeks might as well have been two seconds, and I was starting to wish that I hadn't emailed the French school with an all caps "YES" before meeting with Vantae. I'd been so caught up in the moment, so elated that my dream of studying under the best was coming true, that I hadn't thought of what that would mean for us.

Whatever "us" was anyway...

We'd spent every waking moment together for the past several days. He helped me shop and get what I needed for the trip—even buying me a new suitcase and volunteering to ship whatever couldn't fit. We'd taken advantage of each other's bodies too many times to count, and most of our mornings were spent walking alongside the shore.

For years, I'd never understood what it meant when people said they felt like laughing and crying at the same time, until now.

.....

I was standing in Margaritaville, waiting on vantae to return with our drinks and I was trying to hide the fact that I was a cesspool of emotions.

"Something wrong?" vantae handed me a beer.

"No. Just wondering why we always promise to come here last, yet we always end up here first."

"Bad habit." He tucked a strand of hair behind my ear. "What's really wrong?"

"Nothing..." I lied. "Nothing at all."

"Vantae! Lili!" Wooshik walked over, clearly buzzed within an inch of his life. "What are you two doing here? No, wait. Don't answer that."

"You guys want to bar hop with us?" The girl hanging on his shoulder asked. "We're going to head down to 13th Street and try to make it back down here within two hours."

"All cover charges are on me!" Vantae made an offer we couldn't refuse.

We left the bar, walking through the city's balmy night air. I shivered when we made it several blocks down and immediately felt Vantae placing his blazer over my shoulders.

"You know what's going to be funny five to six years from now?" Wooshik asked as we stood in line at Club Red."

"What?"

"When one of you gets married. If it's you, Vantae, you're going to have to explain to your wife that wherever Lili goes, you go. And I'm not sure if she's going to take that very well."

"Okay." Vantae shook his head. "Just how many drinks have you had tonight?"

"I'm practically sober." Wooshik laughed. "But seriously though. Now that we're done with college and out in the real world, just think about that. I seriously don't think you two going to singles clubs together is going to be a good move anymore."

"You two aren't a couple?" His date spoke up. "Didn't I see you two at the EPIC house party together?"

"No, no, no..." Wooshik said. "They're together wherever they go. Don't even try to question anything. It's the weirdest friendship I've ever seen so just roll with it like I do. Guess what the best part about it is, though?"

"What?" She looked utterly intrigued.

"They've never even thought about crossing the line," he said. "Known each other since fifth grade—"

"Fourth grade," I corrected him.

"Okay, fourth grade," he said. "Yet they've never even so much as kissed each other. If I was a sap and they weren't my friends, I'd actually think the idea is kind of sweet..."

"It is!" She laughed. "Okay, I must have seen two other people all over each other at the party. That's cool...Strictly friends minus the attraction? I like that."