Sanscest One-shot Volume 2

Error x Night (Angst)

(Warning: Suicide, mentions of selfharm)

Error pov:
I looked over at Night, oh Nighty. I want to be with him. But I know he won't choose me, no one else I loved did.

But, what if I show him with a doll. This has to work! I got straight to work, and when I was done I headed over to Night.

But I saw them. I saw Night take the flowers from Killer, and kiss him. Night didn't even bother to notice me.

...But I did feel someone else notice me.
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I've been tired lately. Just watching and following Night's order. He keeps berating me for not being perfect or capable enough.

All while going over to Killer who did less, and still get praised. Him loving him with the love I wanted from everyone... and him.

I just went back to the Antivoid. I clenched the dolls in my hand. Just wanting to feel loved.

I then pulled out some of my needles and started punishing myself. Maybe Night will be proud if he sees how I'm trying to change.

I did this, all while the creature that I sensed slowly crept closer.
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I sat down at my seat. I wasn't allowed to be with the team, as I was shameful to be around. Which I don't blame them, I am pathetic.

But the placement didn't help anyways, as I could still see Killer and Night on the alter. All that helped was the doll I kept hidden with me.

I soon started berating myself, just like Night would want me to do. It kinda help, as I was already disappointed at myself to cry as they got married. After all, Killer is the better option for Night.

But I can still feel the creature, now staring at me from only a few feet away.
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I held back tears as I was told Night decision. He and Killer were having a child, and I wasn't allowed to be a part of their life.

I was to weak, useless, and down right shouldn't have been a part of the team. Night gave me an hour to get stuff and leave the base, for good.

I begged for him to tell me what I did wrong. But all I got was more scars to show my worthlessness.

I crept out of the office, with the doll in hand, and to my room. With the creature now right next to me.
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I can't anymore. I wanted Night to love me! I wanted anyone to love me! All I am is a glitch, worthless, an abomination!

I wrote the note and neatly closed it. I then took my strings and tied them around my neck. Finally I pulled them up, to wear I won't come back.

I'm finally doing something useful to you Night. Just like you wanted, all my imperfections gone.

I looked down at the creature, who now held my hands...and was crying and begging for forgiveness. All while holding onto the doll.

Night pov:
I woke up and looked over at the hospital bed. Error hasn't improved, and it's been years. I grasped the doll he made for me when we first started dating in my hand.

I slowly looked back at Error's nightmare. The doll, me calling out and punishing him for not being what I wanted, and me, watching him.

It makes sense he sees me as a creature like that. But the more I thought, the more I cried.

He was in this state cause I pushed him to be perfect for me, and only caused him to try to kill himself!

He has to suffer with these nightmares all because I can't give him any dreams!

He's never going to feel better cause of me!

I looked back over at Error. Would he...would he be better off without me around? What kinda of a stupid question is that.

Of course he would, everyone would.