RULED by YOU🖤

14) My ex.

I was standing infront of my ex's door, Tar. I asked Rain to wait in the car as I make my moves to Tar. I made a few knocks then the door went open. The person at the door was frozen to see me. He wanted to slam the door but I was too quick to hold it back. He was trembling infront of me.

"Tar.....how have u been?" I asked calmly.

"What do u want from me Tharn? " He cried

" I missed u.....I came to see u!" I pretended

" Get away from me Tharn..." He cried

" I know u have something to tell me Tar......" I spoke while walking closer to him. His back hit the wall. He got stuck.

" Get away please......" He cried even louder while covering his ears.

" Why are u avoiding me Tar?" I went to touch him. He was sweating nervously.

" Don't be afraid of me.....Just talk to me ok?" I sounded as calm as possible while rubbing tears on his cheeks.

He must have passed through alot because of Art. I know Tar. He isn't a type of person who can team up with a guy like Art. I believe he is blackmailed to so something that's why he's afraid of me now. All I need to do is to make him feel comfortable and safe with me

I hugged him tightly as he cried heavily on my chest. I wonder what Art did to him....that monster!

I tried my best to calm him and I succeeded, but he couldn't look at me in the eyes.

"I'm sorry Tharn....." He started.

"Its ok Tar!" I tried to hide my curiosity of wanting to know why he was sorry.

"U don't understand Tharn....U know nothing at all!" He started crying again.

"What are u talking about?"

"The guy u are dating...... he's very toxic!" He spoke while crying.

I remained silent.

"I'm sorry that he knew u through me!" He spoke sadly.

That caught my attention.

"U mean?". I asked slowly

"Art is my cousin......" He then looked at me in the eyes. I was so surprised.

"Really?" I wondered as he nodded assured.

"I once ever told him about us... That's how he ended up knowing u Tharn!" He cried.

"I didn't know that I was doing a big mistake telling him because.....he's the reason why we broke up!" He cried.

I cales his shoulders to calm him down but deep inside, I was surprised for sure. Tar and Art being cousins? Sounds scary!

" Something bad happened when I was young....Art is taking advantage to compress me every now and then!" He complained but I remained silent. I've never heard such words from Tar.

"That's how he managed to blackmail me to an extent of breaking up with u Tharn! I'm very sorry!" He cried the hell out. I wished to know what happened but I was afraid to ask him.

" I killed Tharn!" He spoke while tears streaming from his eyes. I was shocked.

"I killed unknowingly Tharn...I killed the girl I loved the most because of jealousy!...She dumped me so I bet her badly until she died. I was 10 years old!" He cried. "That's the reason why I can't date girls anymore..." He added

" Art knew about it, but he chose to hide this dirty secret to protect me. I felt owed (indepted) by him since then..." Then he stopped crying.

" But now, he's crossing the limits! I'm tired of being his shadow Tharn!" He then looked at me straight in the eyes.

" Art killed ur mother accidentally!".

My eyes popped out.

" He was very drunk that day....I was there with him!" He added.

" You and I were still lovers by then, so Art was afraid that I could tell u about this, that's why he forcefully made me break up with u Tharn!" He cried.

My heart stopped.....

" But I couldn't hide it for long....I decided to tell ur father everything! But that act made the problem grow even worse than I thought it would!After Art's father settling down all the mess by bribing the doctors to forge the results, your father threatened to report everything to the police.......
He was seeking for justice!" He cried

" But things turned out viceversa because, instead of Art's father going to jail, they took your father so as to burry the damn truth!" He cried bitterly.

I felt very weak!...Very dead!...And yet...very confused! Can't believe this!

"Art had me take all the blame again by saying that I'm the reason why ur father is sent to prison! And bad enough, after knowing that u were crushing on Type, Art decided to burden that innocent soul by having him take all the blame for the death of your mother. Type couldn't defend himself because his life is in the hands of those monsters.... Art never wants to see u with anybody else because he's afraid that his dirty secret might be exposed very soon! " He spoke angrily.

"Everyone else knows about this scandal apart from u Tharn! Art is trying to keep u in darkness forever!"

" In addition to that, Art assigned me to provide food for your father in prison every single day. He even decided to come with me today because he went to inform your father that he will be getting married to u very soon !"
He spat tearfully.

" I'm the cause for everything Tharn! Its all my fault.....If I didn't kill the girl...If I didn't introduce u to him....If I said the truth earlier.....All these wouldn't have happened!" He cried.

" I know I killed accidentally, but atleast I don't do more mistakes, unlike Art who is now taking advantage by doing his evil deeds behind my image.
I can't take this anymore Tharn........!"
He covered his face while crying.

By then, I couldn't feel myself anymore. I was in extremely bad condition that even my knees started shaking. My heart was pounding so hard on my chest. I fell on the floor. I couldn't stop my tears as Tar hugged me tightly while crying....... My world stopped.
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"Honey.... Isn't this suit beautiful?" Art showed off his outfit in the dressing room. I just nodded with a weak smile on my face. Tomorrow is the day that Art has been eagerly waiting for. The day of marriage with a loser......

I've been unwell a few days ago but luckily, I'm feeling much better today, all thanks to Rain. Tar fell sick as well but I heard he's doing just fine now. And he made a promise of doing something which will amaze me at the day of my wedding. I think that will be the most precious moment of my life because I'm starting to guess what that surprise might be. I held back my tears after seeing Art walking towards me.

"U don't look ok hubby...Are u hungry?" He asked teasingly.

"I'm just impressed with ur beauty!"
I smiled, faked smile obvious......

"Ooow, that's why I love u Tharn! I wanna make u mine forever!"

"Really?" I smirked

"Yeah...I really do hubby!" Then he sat on my lap.

"But before our wedding....Don't u have something to confess to me?" I felt hurt.

"Mmmh....I don't think so! Just loving u Tharn!" He answered easily.

"I see....." I spoke with a nod.

This guy here isn't aware that I know everything about him. He thinks I'm just a loser who will forever stay fooled about my mom's death..... forever fooled about my dad's disappearance...and forever fooled about the love of my life, Type...!

He thinks I'm just a dumbass like him, not knowing what my true intentions are! He is surely going to pay for his deeds which made me f*cked up! Which messed my life up!...... Which made my time and energy wasted!