You're my Curse

I can't love you

"I'm gonna go to bed" I said. "Goodnight"
"Night" Gerard said. He turned into the cat and jumped onto my chair.
"Just because you're a demon and currently a cat doesn't mean you can watch me while I'm changing" I reminded him. "Oh sorry" he said, turning around and closing his eyes.
I put on some sweatpants and an old shirt.

I laid down on my bed and pulled the blankets over my body. 'What I'd give, to be able to love him like that' I thought. 'We don't have any crystals, and I don't think we can find one in less than a week'
I thought about all of the shops in town. 'I'll just buy a crystal necklace'
I soon drifted into the quiet darkness of the world of dreams.

"Hey, idiot, wake up" Gerard said. "Shut up" I groaned. "Y/N~ please~" he moaned playfully into my ear. I just slapped him and pulled the blanket over my head. "Wake up" he whined. "Fuck off" I said. "I'm trying to sleep"
He climbed onto the bed, laid down next to me and wrapped his arms around me. "Then I'm just gonna sleep with you" he smirked. "Darling"
I could feel the warmth of his body against mine and flinched at the feeling of his tail around my waist.

'Omg he's so hot' I thought. "C'mon honey, why can't you just get up?" He asked. "Shut up" I said again. "Now don't talk to me like that" he whispered, his tail tightening around my waist. "Do want me to bite you again?"
"I- n-no" I stuttered. "I thought so" he smirked. "But what if I bite you instead" I smirked back. The words caught him off guard and he blushed.

I traced my hand on Gerard's neck and he put his hand on his mouth. "Someone's embarrassed" I teased. 'It's a shame I can't love you' I thought. "Can't have someone play your game?"
"I- well- it's- uhm" he stuttered as I pet his head. "I thought so" I smiled. I grabbed tightly onto his hair and pulled him closer. "Remember to play nice" I whispered.
I let go of his hair, shoving him away.

He got up and rushed to the bathroom.
'Good thing my roommate isn't home' I thought.

Gerard's POV:
'holy fuck' I thought. I sat down on the bathroom floor and sighed. 'they're a human. I can't love them. They can't make me feel like that. It's wrong but their voice and their hands in my hair. We can't be together but they make me feel so-'
I stopped myself and decided to take a shower.

Y/N's POV:
I heard the shower turn on but I also heard other noises from the bathroom. I decided to ignore it since Gerard was probably just messing around in there.

Soon he walked back to my room with only his jeans on and a tie around his neck. "C-can you put a shirt on?" I asked. "What? You don't like the view?" He smirked. "No you look great, I just-" I said. "So you like it" he smiled. 'He can't do anything or he'll be stuck as a demon forever because you won't help him after that, you have full control over him' I told myself.

I grabbed his tie and pulled him down on his knees. "I told you to be a good boy" I said. "I-" he tried to say. "Shh" I hushed him. "Go put your shirt on"
"Yes sir" he said, his face was bright red and he went back to the bathroom to get his shirt.