Killing Butterflies (Being Rewritten)

Chapter 27: Amusement Park Pt. 2

{Izu's POV}
as we were walking around the amusement park I couldn't help but think about the times me and mom would spend here, every time mom and dad would fight she would take me here, I knew it was just to distract herself and a way for me not to worry about her when she would end up with bruises from dad but still I loved it, 'at least back then it was simpler'

"Hey let's go to this one first" I said dragging shigaraki by the hand to balloon stand, 'I honestly feel like a child right now . . .heh I needed this'

{Shiggy's POV}
'I've never seen Izuku this happy. . .I guess its a good thing I brought him here he's even smiling I've rarely seen him smiling and every time I did it was mostly when we were having sex or he was just being sassy but I've never seen him smile like this . . .he looked cute'

{3rd POV}
After a while of the two gay- I mean guys walking around playing games and going on a few rides shigaraki then suggested they go on the fairest wheel (is that what its called?) Which Izuku agrees to.

"So how were you able to afford this anyway?" Izuku asked "heh let's just say pick pocketing is a good way of training to be a villain" "wait you were raised a villain" "err sort of. . . after my family died I was left on the streets, people would just walk past me thinking the hero's would save me but they never did. . .but then sensei took me in and raised me to be a villain ever since"

"heh I know how that feels" Izuku said looking up at the sky "what do you mean?" "After my mom died everyone always told me 'she's in a better place' or 'it'll get better' but really I just wanted someone, anyone to tell me 'you'll see her again' even if I won't ever see her again its better then telling me something that isn't certain"

". . .shigaraki I . . .need to tell you something. . ." Izuku said still looking sat the sky through the see through top "what is it?" ". . .its about what you said before. . .about me being afraid. . ." "y-you don't have to talk about it if you don't want to" "no its fine I need to get this off my chest I guess"

"The thing is . . .your right I am afraid of commitment. . . its just when I was younger my parents would always argue. . .my dad would sometimes hit my mom, they always thought I was asleep but . . .I was awake, I was wide awake, my mom would always tell me 'everything fine there's nothing wrong' but I knew better and then after she died my dad took his anger out on me, and I just got scared because . . .I was afraid I would end up in the same situation as my mom was in and I just couldn't handle it . . .and then there's you. . .I don't know what it is but just something about you makes me feel safe. . .as if the world isn't such a bad place anymore . . .but when you asked me to be your bf . . .I got scared again just everything inside me was screaming at me, telling me that it that was where that happiness was gonna end and. . .I believed it I told myself 'he's just using you' and I believed it I couldn't handle it so I got angry at you and tried to push you away but. . ."

Izuku then heaved a sigh getting himself mentally prepared for what he was about to say.

"But now. . .I want you to stay. . .I want to be with you . . . i-i-"

Izuku then felt a hand being placed on his cheek rubbing off some liquid that he realized was tears he was crying again but this time he wasn't exactly sad but he didn't feel frustrated or angry either

Izuku slowly opened up his eyes that he hadn't realized he shut, to see shigaraki smiling at him while wiping his tears away.

"I know" was what shigaraki said before Izuku pulled him into a passionate kiss