the next day i had to run to school since i woke up late. that was not fun. i got a late slip but it was my first time being late so i just got a warning. i walked into my homeroom class and over to my teacher. "here." i murmur as i hand her the slip and go over to my seat. i sit down and as soon as i sit the teacher goes back to teaching. i take out my notebook and start copying some notes when my hand is grabbed by gwi-nam. just because we were hooking up doesn't mean he could just do that. i try to pull it away but he keeps hold of it. he then takes his pen and starts to write on my hand. here we go again. i watch as he writes something on it but his hand is blocking me from being able to see what he wrote. he then let's go of my hand with a smirk and i look at it. wow, instead of just "whore", on my hand was written "gwi-nam's whore". i look at him and just shake my head before i start to aggressively rub my hand.
throughout the whole class i didn't even look his way. i was annoyed. it was finally lunch time meaning that i could finally leave the class. i got sick of sitting in the same seat all day. that's something i miss from america. i walked out of the classroom and over to gwi-nam. i tapped on his shoulder and he turned to face me, stopping in the middle of the hallway. "stop calling me a whore." i tell him. "why would i?" gwi-nam asks. was he that stupid. "it's the decent thing to do." i answer. he then just laughs in my face as i stand there. "i don't understand what's so funny about that?" i ask. "you hate me but you'll still hookup with me." he says and i roll my eyes. "no, i won't. not anymore." i tell him. "sure you won't. we'll see." he says and i sigh, "whatever." i say before just walking away.
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i knew it would be a bad decision to do what i did. i knew it would start bad things. i knew it was a mistake. i knew it beforehand as well deep down. i never listen to myself; my instincts, my gut feelings. i feel like him and i having had hooked up is worse than me just letting him bullying me. i don't know how and it may not make sense, but hey, it's just a feeling.
